got myself some new foreign cigs and absolutely devoured a lotttt. literally inhaled them all. But looking at this, I felt like a deep hunger slash longing inside. is this normal.
So, although I know we as smokers are a controversial entity to the world, but for me personally, over the last year or so I have grown more and more of an 'I don't care' attitude about the opinions of non-smokers.
When I am in my own home, I am well within my right to freely smoke and not to care about who is near my, because they came into my property. Even if I have family around, regardless, I will light up. I do it nearly every day, even when I have my nephews around. They know the rules how it is my house.
When it comes to being in the public, well as long as I am in the designated places or in a place where it is evident that I am smoking away from people but they approach me, I don't just don't care if my smoke reaches their nostrils. If they came near me but could see me, then that is their fault for making such a decision.
Especially when I would absolutely love it if they got a whiff. It's not as if I'm actively seeking them out and walking up to them and blowing smoke in their face, but if they come near me, I am not going redirect myself, or move away. I am staying where I am and that's it.
Anyone else on here pro-secondhand?
I woke up an hour ago, smoked, ate breakfast, smoked another, walked to the train station and I’m now chain smoking my third trying to load up on nicotine. I’ve been anxious about this train ride cause there’s no guarantee I’ll be able to smoke at each station so figure I’d put my cravings on blast here so yall can enjoy my addiction being on full display. AMA and DMs are open.
I absolutely love being bullied into smoking or vaping. Like peer pressure to me is so taboo that I’ll get wet from anyone that pushes me to do it more. Being peer pressured to smoke cigs is hot because of the damage to my body and lungs. The peer pressure to vape is hot because of higher nicotine content and the ease and access of a vape. I’ve had both taped into my mouth at some point during some fetish play and being forced to smoke is one of the hardest orgams I’ve ever had. I’ve been addicted off and on to both ever since I turned 18. I’m craving more nicotine buzzes and lung damage. Someone bully me hard ❤️
So yeah, I'm pretty much fucked up and well, it's official, I got addicted.
Don't worry about me however, I knew about what was waiting for me when I gave into my fetish and knew the risk of getting hooked and addicted were there. I started around 2 ish months ago and it grew on me kinda quickly. I felt that my fate was sealed during my second pack because felt like needing a cigarette randomly during the evening and by my third pack smoking one when I got home became a must or I would get that weird internal itch that didn't go away.
I won't say I'm a massive smoker, I'm like 2-3 a day and rarely go beyond those numbers, but no matter what I gotta have one in the afternoon.
The boyfriend kinda got pissed I started but he started finding it sexy that I smoke after he's done cumming inside me. Still can't smoke in his apartment tho, but I respect this.
So yeah, I'm so surprised that I felt the addiction come so quickly. Kinda gotta say that I was in the idea of starting and wasn't really reluctant. But what's funnier is that I buy my cigs so casually now. I remember my heart racing buying my first pack. Was such a clown.
However I feel like something heavy is gone from me. I always had a smoking fetish and always wanted to try, glad I did and yeah its pretty awesome.
I smoked during my second pregnancy and loved it. Not 2 ppd like now but I also smoked really heavy kretek cigarettes (less nauseous with that for some reason is). My question is, it’s one thing to be attracted and have this ds fetish and all but what if it’s your partner ? Knowing that your child in her belly would suffer either now or in the future for heavy smoking effects? Couple years back I had a miscarriage but I’m unsure if it’s due to the smoking so this prompted me to ask how would you feel genuinely if this happened to your wife/gf.
