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Hey guys it’s my first time writing a post here and sorry if i make mistakes english is not my first language.

So about a week ago i went to my local gay sauna. It was like my fourth time there so i already kinda knew how things work there. Like it can be really relaxing and also exciting because fucking with guys there is so easy. And for people who aren’t familiar with this kind of place, gay sauna are a place where usually people respect your consent (at least it’s how i felt at first) like generally when someone is interested in you they’re going to put their hand on you and if you aren’t interested brushing them off will make them understand. That always worked for me except a few times where guys could be pushy and i had to get mad at them because they wouldn't take no for an answer like when i'd put their hand on them so say no they’d try again (that already kinda suck lol).

Also most of guys there are around 30-60+ and i'm 19 so i'm usually the youngest when i go and i can say that most guys look at me a lot in the sauna (i don't wanna sound pretentious lmao).

Okay so now that you have the context i can tell y'all the real story. So when you go to the sauna you get a free drink which is nice. Usually i take my drink when i wanna chill after messing around with other dudes.

So i'm sitting at the bar when an older guy come sit next to me. He starts immediately speaking to me by complimenting me and then we started to chat a bit like about our habits there and stuff. I was hopping that he wasn't hitting on me cuz he wasn't my type at all like i'd say he was like an ugly 60yo man so yea no thanks (don't get me wrong i love older guys but not that kind of man).

However as expected he asked if i wanted to join him in the other rooms to get to know eachother better (meaning fucking together) and i gently declined by saying he wasn't my type and then after chatting very casually i left to continue enjoying the place. After that i was sitting in the jacuzzi (which is also one of the only place when you can't have sex) and he came and sat next to me. At that moment i didn't mind cuz talking with people is cool yk. But then he was getting really closer and started to put his hand on me and i said that he wasn't my type again and that it wasn't allowed here anyway. He then asked if was sure and i had to tell him again that i wasn't interested and he said i was missing on something (i doubted that lmao). I kinda wanted to leave but i think i was uncomfortable so i just stayed and we continued to talk but then he started touching me again like putting his hand on my junk or my ass and cuz i was uncomfortable cuz i already said no i let him do it but when it felt like too much i was telling him to stop but he would start to touch me or jerk me IMMEDIATELY after. So after a while i stopped talking and like froze there, i wanted to leave but like i said i was uncomfortable and didn't find the force to step out. I kinda feel bad about that like why would i just let it happen...

After a while i finally sat and left the jaccuzzi but when i got back to the showers there he was following me. Ngl i was a bit pissed so i walked away and omg that fuckass grandpa was following me so i hid in a cabin until he lost me (that's actually crazy having to do that to be left alone).

Now that i was no longer with him i was back to just enjoy so i went into the hammam. In the hammam it can be quite dark so there's always someone fucking there (i mean i do too). So i was just relaxing when a guy sat next to me and we started to like kiss, jerk and blow eachtother which was hot haha. Then a second guy who didn't seem too hot sat next to me and started touching me. I was in the action so i didn't mind but when he starting to get closer to blow me i recognized him and yes it was the guy from earlier, yes the guy to who i already said no to multiple times and to whom i literally RAN from, like... he then wanted to kiss me and i pushed him back then after a few seconds left the room.

Obviously he followed me and this is when i got mad so i said something like "you love to force pelple do you" which he responded to "yes haha" like ?????? I don't understand how it seemed so normal to him.

Then in the shower he went next to me and wanted to touch me and i got mad at him telling him to leave me alone because i had already told me a lot of times to leave me alone. He said "thanks for letting blow you" and i got even madder and said to him that it was because i didn't recognize him and that i would have not otherwise.

After that he was still kinda looking at me from afar but because i was giving him a bad look he stopped.

I didn't see him until i got in the sauna to dry myself before leaving. As you could expect he was there and he DARED to ask me if i wanted to go on a restaurant with him. I was shocked like how could you be so entitled to ask me that. So i started to yell at him so much that he couldn't talk back and honnestly it felt so good to tell him to fuck off and how embarrassed he should be (and he kinda was haha)

Then when i left i told the owner of the place to tell him to learn that no is no. So when it happened i was really mad but now when i think of it it makes me want to cry and i kind of feel like i'm dirty if you know what i mean. Ik i shouldn't feel like that but i am. I also feel guilty because i let him touch me and froze there instead of acting.

Okay so thank you if you read all of that and what do you think ? Is it sa ? Btw sorry for my writting skills ik they’re not great haha.