How to relax more while being fisted?
I absolutely love being stretched and stuffed full, like I need it and want it so bad. My husband has been working on fisting me, he gets pretty much his entire hand inside me not fully but almost. The problem I'm having is, the feeling is so intense. I go full stupid. Eyes rolling back, the grunts and moans that flow out of me, the way I involuntarily push my pussy down harder on his hand because I want more, it becomes too much. I start freaking out a little bit, asking for reassurance by saying ( this is good right ? Or this is okay ?) he looks at me and nods with approval but eventually I kinda squirm away / back away from him not because I want it to stop infact it's the opposite but because that moment of freak out / intensity / feeling so much all at once I can't settle myself enough to continue taking all of his fist.
We have a lot of foreplay, he's very generous in bed especially with oral, he loves to pleasure me and play with my pussy. During this moment I'm not sure what I need / or should ask for? How can I get past the feeling of intensity and continue on?