u/helpmykittyismean

My father has always been active and a great figure in my life. Despite this, ive always enjoyed the company of older men more than guys my age? (18) ive tried to go through multiple reasons in my head and with friends as to why this is. Like me being vulnerable for most of my life,(mental health issues etc) the fact that all my siblings and parents are much older than me (which caused me to mature quicker), or just the fact that my brain is weird lol.

Ive tried being with ppl my age, but Its never worked out. I feel more attraction to older guys who hit on me at my work than guys my age who genuinely want a relationship with me.

I feel gross for it, to put it bluntly.

(Sorry if the flair for this is wrong, im not sure how to tag this)