Worried about performance two days before losing virginity
Hello all, this is a bit of a weird explanation and I hope it would make sense. I (19M) have been with my girlfriend (18F) for a year now and were very much in love and having been getting to the stage now where were are comfortable being with each other and want to have sex and lose our V Cards to each other, and we have a good opportunity to do it this Friday night we will be alone.
However a weird issue has popped up on my side that I’m scared may effect how the sex will go, as usually I can think of sex and ejaculating normally without having anything weird, but this past week everytime I’ve thought about it and gotten aroused a bit I have the feeling to ejaculate without actually doing anything except from thinking about it, like any thought that is even slightly sexual or if I randomly get hard it somewhat triggers that feeling and I have to stop doing anything for a moment to stop myself from doing it, and it’s making me thing that if we get into that mood and I think about it, I’ll finish by accident before we even start it. The only thing that I think hasn’t helped is that before I met her I had a bad pornography addiction for around 3-4 years but has since calmed down.
I have told her about this issue before so she knows that I don’t usually last like 20 seconds as usually I can go around 10-15 when doing things with her and it does it’s thing, but this has only started happening mid last week and I’m annoyed that it’s happening right now as we’ve been waiting at least 4-5 months and this is the perfect time, so I was just wondering if any advice could help this out. I have been considering ejaculating the night before so that I don’t get that feeling when we get to it an it’ll give me around 12 hours to recover, but I’m not sure of what else to possibly do, and any help would be greatly appreciated and many thanks