u/holdmydonki

A few years back, I was raped by a mutual friend at a party we were at. Since then, I have a difficulty orgasming from normal, “vanilla” sex. Even when I masturbate, thinking of it makes me cum harder. Does this seem normal?

Due to my apparent rape kink, I’m trying to figure out the best way to explore it. What are some good options that are actually possible?

So my first sexual encounter was at a party for my friend’s birthday, where I was raped. Since then, I’ve had a hard time with “normal” sex.