20f jealous of roommate with MY 18m cousin
I’m actually seething with jealousy right now and I need to vent.
I was out of town for a couple days and when I got back my roommate casually mentioned that my cousin came over. Apparently he hit her up, they started drinking, and one thing led to another… he ended up fucking her in our apartment. In her room. Multiple times.
The worst part? She told me how good it was and how he kept saying how tight she is. I’m sitting here knowing exactly how he fucks and now I can’t stop picturing him inside her. It’s making me insanely jealous. Like stupidly, irrationally jealous. He’s supposed to be coming to me when he wants it, not my fucking roommate.
I know it’s hypocritical as hell because I’ve been wild with other people too, but something about him choosing her while I was gone just stings.