u/hushhushgamess

Because a number of people asked for part 2, here we go.

Also, I realised I never gave her a name in part 1- for simplicity sake, let’s call her Rose.

Picking up right after part 1 (see here ), I asked something like ‘what comes next?’ And Rose replied saying that if really want this - to serve her - then I need to understand my place as her slave; that the romantic part of our relationship is done, and that I’m nothing to her but a pet, or a tool.

Now I’m sure plenty of you will be mad at me for this, but understand that this is someone I actually dated and cared for irl. So when she said all this, I replied that on second thought I didn’t think it would be a good idea, given our history. And then she just replied with ‘k’ and blocked me everywhere (text, insta).

After that I tried to stay strong. Telling myself it was for the best and that it would’ve been a bad idea. But as the days ticked by, my resolve started to crumble, bit by bit… The thoughts of the girl who I’d been on amazing dates with, laughed with, shared stories and secrets with, been intimate with, and who’d then turned around and hurt me so badly… the thought of her coming back into my life, but not as an equal anymore: as my superior, and then breaking me down and turning me into nothing more than one of her lowly pets? I hated myself… but it was just too hot. Like the pathetic masocist I am, I opened up PayPal and sent her another $20 with the message, ‘please please forgive me’.

She took a few hours to reply. But finally Rose unblocked me via text and angrily asked wtf, saying she did what I wanted. And I broke down, begging shamelessly to let me serve her and become one of her obedient slaves; that I understood my place and if she gave me another chance I wouldn’t forget it ever again.

She didn’t reply for 15 minutes. 15 minutes that stretched on like eternity. I was nervous, aroused, ashamed and excited, and then finally she replied.

‘Send again to show me you’re serious’

I immediately obeyed, sending faster than I ever have before. Responding in kind, she then replied quickly with ‘Ok. Now wait boy. I will message you when I have time to meet’.

I replied with, ‘Thank you Rose’

‘No. No Rose. It’s Miss Ross now. Got it?’

‘Sorry- Yes Miss Rose. Thank you Miss Rose’

She gave that last message a thumbs up emoji react, and then left me like that for a long time.

And that’s the end of part 2, let me know if people want part 3!

So I met this girl on hinge a few years back, and after very few messages, we decided to set up a date. When we first met, I remember thinking how she looked even more beautiful than her photos- she was chinese, bleached blond hair, wearing a black tank top and jeans, and had an adorable, mischievous laugh. We instantly hit it off, and our date soon turned into multiple, and by the end of the month I was pretty smitten.

During that month we talked about kinks and I learned that she was actually pretty dominant, having even owned a few service subs in the past. I didn’t pry, but then one night when we were hanging out in my room, she was on her phone and said something like, ‘ugh. I have to go. My paypig wants to meet up’. She left and later that evening sent me a photo of her holding a bunch of cash in her hand under the dinner table. I laughed and said ‘our next date night is on you’.

Now also throughout that month, she’d eluded to the fact we weren’t exclusive, and that she was seeing multiple people. Fine, this is just how dating apps are, but I figured I could win her over. I subtly brought up exclusivity a couple times and she brushed it off. No big deal I thought. But then about 2 months into us dating, she sent me a short text saying it was over.

I was heartbroken.. but i moved on, dated a few other people, got on with my life. But a few months after that, I was single again, and one night as I was using PayPal, I spotted her name from one time I had paid her back for some concert tickets. And remembering our conversation we’d had about paypigs, I sent her $20. I instantly regretted it and for the next hour was terrified of how she’d react. Until she texted me, ‘???’

I just crumbled, and said I was feeling weak and subby and I’m sorry if it was weird given our history. And she just replied with ‘do it again’. I was instantly turned on and did as she commanded. She then sent a bunch of laughing emojis, and I asked if she knew I was a sub from how I was back when we were dating. And she replied saying tbh she hardly remembered dating me. I think I cried when she sent that… and then sent another $20 😖

Things developed from there, so let me know if you want a part 2