u/imstonedxo

ever since i was statutory raped(i know it barely counts) by a misogynist and sexually assaulted I've had a hatred for men and a strong enthusiasm for feminism. but sometimes my desire to relive my experiences gets to me and i do anything to try and feel that worthless yet useful again. i try and do risky things but realistically most men on the street aren't just gonna grab some girl and get her high and rape her.. which i know is a good thing. i know its bad but i get frustrated when im planning to hook up with a guy and he starts asking what i want and what im comfortable with. i miss not being in control so much