u/indianamwm1

Another day another feeling of neglect no welcoming when I get home no affection just you need to do this and that. Grab kids of course thats my life n the highlight of my day but then nothing. Just same excuses same plain jane. Attractive man strong funny maybe to flirty. Drive is monstrous and we know that must be problem coming from the wife of course. How much neglect can one man take. Of course I dont like to pleased why the hell would I want that honey. Oh you dont want me to go down on you. Oh ok. Oh we were together a week ago itd way to soon. But when I forget to give a kiss hello im a terrible man. How bout make me feel wanted how bout make me feel like I need to be feeling. But if I go somewhere else to find it im wrong right? So of course I dont i just hold it in i stay deprived and unsettled but I still play my part i do whats required I do what I should do. I worked all day busted my ass but forgot to run the dishwasher im a damn villain. Of course you wont take a shower with me why would you after 15 years of marriage. Make it a quickie...really? I throw up posts you know how many women would love to have what I got. Plenty. But oh I take too long. Really... oh it hurts really.... women arent like that. Women dont like to have long sexual sessions. Really I reply. Im not gonna go down on you I dont like that...really...so I should just go on for the next 40 years with anything I actually want to feel good. Maybe im crazy and maybe this post will fill with comments hating me but whatever. Have a great day people. I hope your loved ones appreciate you and arent afraid to show you the love you deserve. Im done...