u/jdkicked

I am just wondering if anyone else has started for similar reasons. I somehow developed a lactation kink and now all I want is to be able to spray milk and feel let downs. I know it will be a short lived thing for me. I know it will die once I want to date again. But im so excited. I want to have my body experience this. I already started with TENs and after 2 days I already have duct fluid. I am moving out of a shared apartment soon and will be able to pump. I am non-binary and always had trouble connecting to my womanhood and I cant think of a better (or hotter) way than this