Explorations
I’m a 40s mostly straight guy who’s never really explored much with other guys expect one massage. I’ve always wanted a bro that I could be free with, not sex, just open enough to be naked and jerk off together without it being weird.
During a recent trip to Japan. I fell in love with the onsen culture — the casual nudity, the complete lack of shame, and the way local guys just relaxed and soaked together. It was strangely freeing to be naked around other men and feel myself being seen. I noticed plenty of other tourists glancing around curiously too, though the locals seemed totally unfazed.
A few times I ended up having real conversations with guys while sitting in the hot water. There was something intimate and honest about it that I wasn’t expecting. No phones, no clothes, just guys being guys. It was nice.
Before the trip, the closest I’d come to exploring this side of myself was a professional male massage back home. The masseur was incredibly good-looking and let me stay fully naked while he worked in just a jockstrap. That session was unreal for me. It felt electric and planted a seed I couldn’t quite ignore. Not to mention it was the best massage I’ve ever had!
In Japan I decided to explore massage a bit further, but I didn’t want anything that felt like an escort situation. After some careful searching, I found a practitioner offering prostate massage in a professional Thai style. He called it a blend of Karsai Nei Tsang and Lingam massage. His description sounded respectful and skilled, so I booked it.
Luckily he spoke good enough English to navigate the session. He greeted me warmly and started by having me shower and clean myself out (which I’d already done). He explained everything that was going to happen in a calm, kind way that put me completely at ease. Once I was ready, I got fully naked and lay face down on the table.
He began with traditional Thai massage on my legs and glutes, but he wasn’t shy about working my ass and hole at all. The stretches and contortions he put me through felt incredible — deep, releasing, and sensual. When he flipped me onto my back, he went into deep work around my pubic area (which was intense and a little painful at first) before thoroughly stretching and massaging my balls. The way he handled me was confident and focused. He mixed in strokes on my cock at times too, keeping me right on edge, then had me flip back over.
He told me to get on all fours. I heard the lube, then felt his finger press against me. When it slid in, the sensation was unreal. He worked up to two fingers while I rocked my hips back and forth like he instructed. The pleasure built in waves — I didn’t have an orgasm from it but it felt amazing!
Eventually he flipped me onto my back again. With his fingers still inside me, stroking my prostate, he started pumping my cock with his other hand. The orgasm that hit me was one of the most powerful I’ve ever had. I shot all the way up to my chin.
He thanked me, cleaned me up gently, and I took another quick shower before heading out. It was an incredibly intense, professional, and eye-opening experience. Definitely wish that was closer to home!