i told my domme id give up sex over tea, and now she's torturing me..
this is entirely my fault. im an ungrateful slut who should be ashamed of even considering such thoughts.
my domme is so good to me, shes everything. she gives me so much pleasure and so much care. when she fucks me i go into different dimensions, she makes me twitch and moan sounds i never knew i could produce. her teasing drives me wild, and i constantly find myself begging her name, begging for her fingers and for her to give me more and more.
shes so fucking sexy and strong. i want to worship her body. fucking her is a privilege i never deserved.
im her plaything, waiting to be teased, choked, spat on, fucked, filled, and cared for. im so spoiled, yet i told her id give all that up for tea...
i know i ruined it. the only way to redeem myself is through punishment, and we're just beginning. as much as i beg for forgiveness, she's withholding sex from me. i desperately want to eat her, to please her and show how sorry i am. i want her to sit on my face and use my body, to thank her for allowing me to please her.
im ungrateful, needy, and spoiled, but ill do anything to win her back.
i know that when she finally touches me, i wont be allowed to come for a long time, i haven't earned that right. she'll use and abuse me, and ill thank her for it. for every kiss, every chance to suck her nipples, every choke, every whip, every finger, every strap-on down my throat, every relentless fuck - i will thank her until she's done with me.
in the meantime, im on my knees waiting for her.