u/jfry225

Mijn vriend is een side, maar ik hunker naar iemand die me lekker neukt.

Last week I (31) booked a erotic massage with a guy (30). He is skinny and tall and gives massages besides his normal job.

I have had erotic massages before but they never gone fully over into sex. mainly some handjobs here and there.

This was different.

I came in and he opened the door. Funny enough he lives in the old hometown of my bf.

The guy is a cute blond Dutch guy who was very social and talked easily, so am I luckily. I took my clothes off and so did he. I layed naked on the massage table in his very fancy and spacious attic. with dim lights and chill house music he started the massage, him in his ck boxers, me naked. During the massage I could feel his cock on my body and after I while I noticed he was totally naked.

The build up was fantastic, really building erotic energy and slowly moving towards my ass.

When he finally arrived at my butt and started massaging it I could feel his long hard cock at my head. After some time he put my arms on his butt and I felt away. A small butt with soft skin. I decided to lift my head and I saw his big cock. A long hard wet cock. I had to suck it so bad and I did.

He started playing with my hole and stretching it out a little. Making it wet and sloppy.

He moved away from my head and ate my ass with excitement. I was moaning like hell and opened up for his tongue to rim me. He moved me on my knees on the end of the table. My ass close to his cock rubbing my hole. The whole time he fingered me and made my hole so sloppy it made sound. I felt so good and slutty but I also knew it was full on cheating now at the same time.

It felt natural and horny, the room filled with moans, soft house music and massaging oil, he filled me up with his long cock. Slowly he fucked me while I was on my knees pushing back on him.

It felt so good to be filled up and desired like me bf never did. My boyfriend being a side never will fuck me. He tried but can't get hard enough for it and doesn't desire it so much. The masseur did not have this problem. I felt his cock so deep in me and could only think this is so natural and feels so fucking good.

After the massaging table we moved to the floor on a mat. He fucked me a little but he also dry rode me with his ass. We never kissed but did look at eachother smiling alot. After some floor time he closed the window as I was moaning very loud. shortly after he made me cum so hard with him rubbing his ass on my cock. He cummed all over my chest and we were drenched. Literally.

He handed me a towel and I payed him. Thanked him for the experience and went home to sleep. Not showered I went to bed covered in dry cum and massage oil, sleeping next to my bf. I felt guilty but fulfilled, but I will probably go again. Maybe not fucking bare next time. Had some stress about that after. The experience gave me so much relaxation and stress relief. I wanna be a slutty bottom again now haha.

My sexlife with my bf is really boring. So I started to book erotic massages to have some sexy adventures. Since it's massages it is easier to fool myself that it's okay. I know it's cheating basically, but I'm just craving sexual touch and admiration from time to time. Still craving to bottom again for someone, since my partner is a side.

Till now had 2 different massage therapists or masseurs who do it on the side. Next week have a new appointment with a new guy. Booked a 90 min erotic massage. can't wait already.

I received two erotic massages till now from two different MT's.

The first was more normal massage with some prostate massage en happy ending.

The second MT was tantra massage though.

The guy was naked during the massage and went body to body. Feeling his cock on my body during the massage felt great, and I came twice during the massage. The first orgasm was really fast into the massage and that was not the normal way. He acknowledged this also.

Even though it was a nice experience I was not really attracted to the MT. which took away from the experience for me.

Now I'm booking with a new guy who I find more attractive. He does massages besides his normal job and I made an appointment for a erotic massage. I sent a picture of myself to him.

None of the MTs topped me, which I think I would like. But maybe that's a unrealistic expectation I guess.

What do you think? I don't wanna ask, because I might cross a moral line, so how do I signal this?

31 horned up. I cum really fast and need someone to coach me for edging. Around my age or younger.