Some days ago I made a post on this subreddit asking for some tips on my shroom goon session. Well, it all started after waking up from a nightmare about me taking mushrooms and having a bad trip lol. And what ended up happening? a hell of a roller coaster of emotions. I took it in the morning, empty stomach, lots of anxiety and worries. What motivated me the most to do this was my sexual desires; hell, I'm just a normal guy, always get good grades, in a happy relationship with gf, got a decent job. Nevertheless, I decided to smoke a joint right before the come up and it all hit at once. I immediately turned on some porn and decided to go at it. Whilst in the middle of my session, I felt like I couldn't finish and started to lose focus, then finally came. The sensation is like cumming on LSD, the visuals and hallucinations make you think you're in the video and eye contact is crazy. But to my surprise 2g of enigma mushrooms was enough to completely destroy my ego and change the way I view porn and drugs in general. Right after I came I started to get repulsed by porn, disgusted and came to the conclusion that I've entered a rabbithole by making this connection with porn and drugs because everytime I use a drug I get horny and vice versa. I'm not really a drug expert and have only taken a few of them, some of them being: weed and LSD. I'm not really a porn addict but whenever I used to smoke weed or take acid, my mind would instantly go back to sex. I still have flashbacks of me having sex with my gf whilst on lsd when sober, not that it bothers me, but sometimes I'd like to just live normally without these sexual thoughts.
I'm not here to judge you guys or look down on others, but please be careful with this path you're choosing. It's okay to masturbate, watch porn and do certain drugs. The dosage makes the poison. Don't let yourself too deep into this rabbithole of drugs and sex.
Porn by itself is already damaging, now combine it with potent drugs and you're in a hell of a ride to brain damage. Moderation is key.