nullectomy or full depth vaginoplasty (for me)?
I've seen a lot of discussions and comparisons between zero depth and nullo here, but for me personally that choice is pretty obvious (nullo). when it comes to full depth it becomes harder though
on the one hand, being AMAB it seems like having an option to experience penetration (including during sex, but honestly even when just playing myself) is very interesting and it is something I wanted for a long time. plus I can't say that I am that concerned about dilation later on
on the other hand, nullectomy is a much simpler procedure that achieves my primary goal of being flat down there better. on top of that I like it more both aesthetically and philosophically (and it seems pretty important to me, to be honest). being a kinky (and maybe aroace) person I am not really concerned about sexual life, but I am quite afraid that I might regret missing on the opportunities that full depth gives me, even I might end up not needing them
It's not like I'm getting either any time soon (not before I get out of a shithole of a country where I live) and it probably it reads like I myself am leaning towards nullo, but I really do fear grieving the missed opportunities. It would be really cool if I could experience having a vagina and go nullo from there, but I can't say that i'm ready to be planning for 2 surgeries (I might change my mind later, but not rn)
anyways, it would be interesting to hear your takes on this