u/katie-05

first time i had snuck a guy in that i’d met off of snapchat a couple years earlier. we were talking and he started to act like he wanted to fuck and told me to take my clothes off. i said i didn’t want to and asked if we could just hang out but he said he didn’t drive all this way just to talk. he kept bringing it up over and over so i gave in. a bit after the first round he wanted another but i said no and i really didn’t want to, i didn’t even want it the first time i just gave in because i felt bad. he pushed me down and laid on top of me, i couldn’t even do anything to fight back because he was so much bigger than me (6’4 and i’m 5’5) and shoved it in. i started crying and telling him it hurt but he’d just repeat what i said back to him. “it hurts? you want me to stop?” and all i could do was nod while saying yes. he finished inside, spit on me, then got dressed and went back out the window. i felt so dirty and disgusted with myself i just cried in the shower for an hour.

the second time my boyfriend and i were fucking then he pulled out and shoved it in my ass with no lube. i had to be quiet because my parents were home and i was too embarrassed to yell out for them but i tried to get away and put my hands back on him to try to stop him from going deeper but he took my arms and pinned them down while ramming my ass. i’d never done anal before so it hurt so bad. he laid down on me while holding my head into the pillow to muffle my whimpers and told me to shut up. he finished in my ass and made me say i loved him afterwards.

i’m so grateful that they treated me like trash, now i can be the best whore for you guys <3