I'm kind of my own worst enemy when it comes to making friends
I mean mostly as it applies to life in general but it applies to naturism in the same sort of way. Any time I engage in an interest that makes me happy I get really hyperactive and kind of come off a bit tweaky and eccentric. I have really bad ADHD and some other things but I'm honestly always good intentioned and just want to make friends.
Naturism is still new to me and I like it a lot so of course it makes me excited but I don't want that to be interpreted as weird for any number of reasons. I'm not really worried about going back and being given a hard time or anything, I'm heading to bare oaks tomorrow and it's a pretty accepting place as far as my last experience was, but I mostly kept to myself that time.
I'd like to engage socially more this time but am more afraid I'll feel too awkward and just keep to myself. Last time a few people struck up conversations with me but not many. I'm kind of just hoping it happens more on its own. I'll be there for a week so it'd be nice to hang out with someone for a couple days, especially since it looks like it's going to rain most of the time I'm there.