If i tell my gf im cuck will she loose respect for me?
So, as of recently, I've been really into cuckolding. I'm not too sure why, but it started around 3-4 months ago. There have been phases of weeks where I have been trying to stop it and honestly stop being into it, but it just turns me on too much. I've tried quitting porn so many times, and even when I do for like 2 weeks, I get off to scenarios of my gf cucking me in all kinds of ways. It's gotten so bad that I make AI stories of my gf cucking me and get off to it, or scenarios of her cucking me in different ways. I think at this point now, I've accepted that I'm a cuck. Well, the main point here is: how do I tell her? We haven't been dating for too long, like around 1 year and 8 months, and we were both 18. I want to confess to her, but I'm scared she will completely lose respect and leave me. I don't want her to actually have sex with other guys or even anything crazy; I just want her to know, and if she wants, maybe say some scenarios in my ear while she's jerking me off lol. What I know is that she has had 2 exes but supposedly she has not done anything intimate with them because she was too young, honestly i get off to the fact that she might be lying. Anyways, I need some advice on how to tell her.