u/lily_blue90

I've had this fantasy for a long time about having a sugar daddy in another country, someone who wants to control me. I don't know, maybe he'd ask me to install some cameras in my house and watch me while I shower or masturbate. Or he'd send me clothes and tell me to wear them when he wants to call me, so I have to be available whenever he wants to call and do whatever he asks via video call. There's something about him controlling me and making decisions about me, but also through gifts and other things. It excites me a lot. I feel like a relationship where there's only love wouldn't be exciting if I allowed all that control. It would be strange, but I feel like what I fantasize about is that, in a way, they buy into it, and by buying into it, it's no longer just a love relationship, but enters the realm of fantasy, and it's incredibly arousing, I don't know. I imagine him sending me sex toys that I can control remotely, spying on me with a camera while I'm showering, and calling me asking me to get out of the shower so I can experience everything with him, things like that. Like everyday sexual surprises from his control.