18 [F4M] NY & MD - Artsy nerd looking for a real connection to brighten our lives
hello, nice to meet you! I've been doing my fair share of lurking on here for a while (this is a newer private account, i do have a less recent public one) and it hasn't seemed to pay off too well, so here I am making a post.
so to start, no i am not lying about my age. i'm not jail bait, nor am i secretly older. i'm just a girl who knows what she wants, and that happens to be having a loving older man in her life. i've known this about myself for a while and it's nowhere near some quick-passing phase.
right off the bat, i want to say im looking for someone who wants both an emotional and sexual connection. sure sex is nice, but it means nothing to me without mutual affection. i want to be cared for and loved, but also turned into a slut at times. not just a quick jerk off and go, but enjoying a deep conversation about our fantasies or proving each other with questions until we feel uneasy.
if this is something you're interested in, then let's get to the part about me. physically, i am 5'6, curvy, black hair, grey eyes, and pale. i also wear my nerdy little glasses. once we chat and i trust you, we can exchange photos :) i love art, writing, reading, philosophy, nature, gaming, and so much more! {reading check here: text me your favorite animal when you message me} and if you're not into these things, it's no biggie at all. i'm a bit emotional and clingy, but it's something i do my best to manage.
in terms of sex and relationships, i'd prefer to figure that stuff out with you once we chat a bit. i'm not typically too monogamous, but i could always be swayed. i'd rather this to be some sort of committed relationship at some point, but friends with benefits is great too. to get this question out of the way, i do want kids one day, but that's doesn't have to be with you if you don't want that.
onto you- i'd prefer someone* *unmarried, but it's not a requirement. ideally, you are over 25 and under 55. you are in a secure enough place in life, and welcome me into yours. you are someone who enjoys discussing emotions and intellectual ideas, not just sex (but that too). if you read all of this and are still interested, please hit me up, even if you don't check all the boxes. i'd love to expand my horizons. sorry for the ramble!