I had this first date with a girl I like, I was thinking prior I don’t want to end this in a ONS when we were talking earlier. So we met at a bar we were talking and I broke touch barrier, since she was receptive for my touching I thought of inviting her to my place. When in my place, I made a her a cocktail, it didn’t turn out well, but drinkable. So I asked about can I kiss first time and she said let’s wait and see. Then after playing little a video game, I thought of going for a kiss saying you earned your reward for playing a game, because she was not good at video games. We kissed and I was bit touchy not any sexual body parts. We stopped and again talked little bit and again I went for a kiss but aggressively and touching her tight and taking her to my lap, but after kissing for few minutes her face seems upset, when she stopped I asked are we moving fast.
She said yes, we had chat for a while, I asked at some point do you want to see again, she said let’s keep texting. It was midnight past, I called an uber to her home. I felt like I screwed up because maybe she had a ick and felt not attracted to me.
Should I wait until she replies next day, or I should initiate conversation to test the waters.
Edit: she replied that it was bit contradictory when I was at bar and my place and physical part was somehow off and she felt it bit rushed and we might have different hopes and preferences. And we may not be right fit. So its done for me :(