u/loveislustok

I know I technically have no right to feel insecure because this was never supposed to be that kind of relationship, but it still hurts realizing I might just be convenient while someone else becomes meaningful to him.

Like I was good enough to desire, spoil, keep around ; but not good enough to genuinely affect him emotionally. And now I hate myself for caring this much when I was supposed to stay detached the entire time.