He “hate fkd” me and I bled
My partner of 4 months has always been very rough during sex. The very first time he choked me with his belt etc which surprised me since he never told me his tendencies. Afterwards I asked him if he was a dom and he flippantly said “ya I lean a little that way”. He has never spoke to me about it again so I just tried to go along with it because I was falling for him but over 90% of the time he’s very rough.
The relationship started to fall apart but he’d never accept it when I’d try to break up with him until something changed and he became more cold towards me. A few weeks ago was the last night we spent together when he got such a weird look in his eye and out of the blue stated in an odd tone that he was going to hate fk me and he did and he is quite big down there. It was such a dehumanizing experience and I have had rough sex before with a dom but I never felt like this. Afterwards I went to the bathroom and I was bleeding.
In hindsight I should’ve known better but I have since separated from him and gone no contact for a week. Side note, he never once gave me a real kiss and I’m realizing many other things. I’m not ok and I’m not sure how to deal with it and worried that I’ll never be able to have this dynamic in my sex life again