u/lustful-effigy

i’m really obsessed with the idea of humping things lately. whenever i drive in the car, for some reason over half of the time i get horny and want to grind my pussy into the seat.

i’ve never gotten off from humping a pillow before, maybe i need a special pillow. i love the idea of humping something with my big hard clit or pretending to fuck something with it like a cock until i cum.

what are some weird or creative things i can hump to masturbate? i’ve tried:
pillows, blankets, side of mattress, corner of table, arm of couch, toilet seat/lid

does anybody else have any ideas?

i’ve been on testosterone for 8 years. i’m fairly masc passing, have facial hair, a fairly androgynous body type. no surgeries.

i’ve been into this kink for a long time now, i think i started to identify with it. i feel like im part boy part girl… i dont fit in with straight boys or gay boys, i dont belong with the girls. i feel like a sexual entity.

i want my gender appearance to look confusing. i want to be a sexual blend of masculine and feminine. i don’t bind and i have small tits that bounce around sometimes, and i wish T never took away their full potential…

i’ve thought about going off T, or lowering my T dose. i don’t want chest hair, and i want to get laser to remove the hair that grows around my nipples now… but i don’t want to lose how big and hard and horny my clit gets 😵‍💫 i also am scared of going off T because i do NOT want to menstruate again… but i don’t want a full hysto, because i want to keep my natural estrogen 😭

i want someone to look at me and turn me into their perfect gender confused fuckdoll