u/lustful-effigy

i feel like a boy in real life, but when i touch my oversized clit, i feel like a horny perverted girl.

i love bbc, old fat white guys, misandrist Tgirls, conservative alpha men, gooners, dads, femdoms…

i feel like i spent so long repressing my feminine side, but now all i can think about is someone playing with my tits and pussy 😭

overly hormonal pussy, evolutionary urges and desires.. i wish i could just give up and become sexual livestock and have my big clit on display for everyone to touch and flick and play with. put goat milkers on my little tits so my nipples grow bigger

i want to be even more of a horny oversexualized freak

i’m really obsessed with the idea of humping things lately. whenever i drive in the car, for some reason over half of the time i get horny and want to grind my pussy into the seat.

i’ve never gotten off from humping a pillow before, maybe i need a special pillow. i love the idea of humping something with my big hard clit or pretending to fuck something with it like a cock until i cum.

what are some weird or creative things i can hump to masturbate? i’ve tried:
pillows, blankets, side of mattress, corner of table, arm of couch, toilet seat/lid

does anybody else have any ideas?

i’ve been on testosterone for 8 years. i’m fairly masc passing, have facial hair, a fairly androgynous body type. no surgeries.

i’ve been into this kink for a long time now, i think i started to identify with it. i feel like im part boy part girl… i dont fit in with straight boys or gay boys, i dont belong with the girls. i feel like a sexual entity.

i want my gender appearance to look confusing. i want to be a sexual blend of masculine and feminine. i don’t bind and i have small tits that bounce around sometimes, and i wish T never took away their full potential…

i’ve thought about going off T, or lowering my T dose. i don’t want chest hair, and i want to get laser to remove the hair that grows around my nipples now… but i don’t want to lose how big and hard and horny my clit gets 😵‍💫 i also am scared of going off T because i do NOT want to menstruate again… but i don’t want a full hysto, because i want to keep my natural estrogen 😭

i want someone to look at me and turn me into their perfect gender confused fuckdoll