19 [F4M] #online, a newbie seeking someone willing to guide
hii💫
never really done anything like this before, so I might lack in expressing important aspects properly, well if I even consider those…
before I start rambling about random things regarding myself, I should probably say what I’m looking for first, so nobody wastes their time unnecessarily!!
I value emotional intelligence, communication, patience, respect, understanding and reassurance more than anything else. those things should honestly be the standard but apparently they’re a little rare nowadays. I’m not here to rush into anything, means I’m looking for someone calm, emotionally aware and gentle enough to guide instead of judge. soft guidance, honesty and reassurance matter a lot to me, and if patience isn’t your thing we most likely won’t get along. basic human decency is surprisingly attractive.
that being said, I’m open to any kind of interaction, even a short conversation could genuinely help, so feel free to reach out, even tho I mainly am looking for connection so smth longterm. just don’t be disappointed if I don’t respond to a dry “hey”!!
a little bit about me:
around 5’5 feet, blue eyes, split dyed hair (dark brown on top and a shade of red underneath), average body not skinny but neither fat something in between with a tiny chest and curves + a few piercings ;)
as for personality, I never really know how to describe myself properly but I’m the type of person who stayed awake every two hours trying to save a half dead baby mouse I found in a field. named her Lou since I didn’t know the gender. buried her under a tree by a lake when she didn’t make it.
I’d say I have a pretty sharp tongue once I’m comfortable but at the beginning that usually switches into being flustered and awkward instead. I value honesty a lot, maybe to a fault sometimes and I apologize too much which probably says enough about how much I tend to overthink things. that’s also where the reassurance part comes in.
other than that, I’m a huge bookworm, enjoying boardgames & Durak (russian card game), yellow and purple are my favorite colors + manta rays and tigers are my favorite animals.
not entirely sure what else to say, but maybe this gives at least a small idea of who I am.
hopefully I hear from you xx