Hell and Back to Freedom
After another month long return to mgm (7stax), a ran up credit card, backed up intestines, countless work issues, family problems, I have finally gotten off the stuff for over a week. Did subs, sent myself into nearly a PW from dosing too soon. 3 sleepless nights later and taking the subs appropriately. I finally slept through the weekend and tapered off of subs after a few days. Absolute pain, suffering, misery. The 7stax was draining the life out of me each day. I was so anxious about my stomach and i was so disconnected from daily life. All I cared about was trying to catch that mgm euphoria. I have dealt with many opiate addictions.. however, this was the darkest in a long time. Also the hardest to kick. It is possible. You CAN do this.