u/maverick1187

I am going to describe a girl to you. She is sitting in a man's lap, having her hair brushed, and she is very happy. She is being picked up at the airport-- dropping her bags she runs and leaps into the arm's of a man, who twirls her around. She is slowly stripping out of her clothes, and the hunger in her man's eyes makes her blush. She can't stop thinking about him. She is addicted to him, craves affection, cherishes his attention. I want that girl. I want to find an eager, submissive girl, and I want to awaken her need, her desperation, her addiction. I want her to fall into my arms, and drown in my need for her. Still with me? ;) Good girl.

Most girls can control themselves just fine without the need of a man to step in and show them the consequences of their actions. To most girls, the idea of someone forcing them over the knee and administering a no-nonsense, hard punishment spanking on their completely bare bottom seems like a curious fiction, or a silly game, or a little joke, or perhaps an unnecessary and regressive stereotype. And for most girls, that's the end of the matter.

But you are not most girls.

‌**There's the public you:** Bubbly, cheerful, well educated, intelligent, on the path towards a great career or degree, you have good friends, a loving family, a leader, a feminist and for all intents and purposes a well put together strong woman.

**Then there's the private you:** No one would guess what goes on inside your mind. You find yourself in a state of turmoil or indecision. There's an emptiness. You feel a deep need to let go. There's dark thoughts, sometimes you can't understand them. But you recognize your urges, your need. You want a firm hand to grab the metaphorical leash around your neck and lead you. you want to give up control, you want to be told what to wear, you want to used, you want to be objectified... above all else you want to please.

Me?

**Public me:** For the outside world I'm successful, reserved, well liked and have my life together. I'm 30 years old, 6'3'', fit but not jacked, attended an Ivy League school, well traveled, speak 4 languages, and have a range of eclectic interests. I've had past vanilla girlfriends and a large circle of friends who just know me as exactly I've described above.

**Private me:** In the bedroom, I enjoy taking control, being sadistic and extracting ever drop of pleasure my sub's body has to offer. The mental aspect of domination appeals to me more than the physical. I like getting inside my sub's head. Beyond the physical, I crave having someone to mold and make better. I want someone to use, dress up and control yes, but I also want someone whom I can help improve; to help her achieve her goals, set timelines, establish objectives and administer punishments if not met.

**Expectations:**

·      We get to know each other over chat and then move to a different platform. After you are comfortable, we will play over video. Do not reach out if this is not something you want to do.

·      I have a busy life outside of kink. I am **NOT** available 24/7. This is a construct for me and for you within which we play. When we play you will have my full attention but when we are not playing I have a life to live, I expect you do too.

·      I have a preference for fit or close to fit girls.

·      Privacy, yours and mine, is extremely important to me

This is our secret.

So where does it leave us? If you related to the girl I described, drop me a note with your first name, age, a brief description of yourself and the name of the last book you read.

Imagine the perfect date. The sort of date where you lose track of time – where you’re the last couple left in the restaurant, and the staff have to ask you to leave. Every word is electric, and by the time you step outside you’re already feeling lightheaded. “Walk me home?” you ask. I grin, taking you by the arm, and you feel that rush again. It’s been a long time since you’ve felt this way. You’ve been on dates, sure, but you've not connected with someone like this for months - years maybe. You lean your head on my shoulder as we walk back. You imagine the scrape of my stubble on your skin, the tingle of excitement and nervousness electrifying your skin. All too soon, the two of us are outside my door. You turn to look up at me, your fingers twining with mine. "I had a really great night." You say, brushing my arm.

You look into my eyes and blush. I grab you by the hand and pull you inside as you close the door. Neither of us say a word. We both know why we're there. I immediately push you up against the wall so you have no way of escape. You're excited at the thought of what I have in store for you. I grab you by your hair and pull up your dress. I slide my hand all the way up your thigh. The lace of your thong grazes my hand. I part your lips with my finger and smile as I feel your warmth and wetness. I then slide my fingers in your mouth so you can taste the sweetness. I kiss you softly and longingly so I can taste it as well. Then without a word I rip your panties off and shove them in your mouth. I put you hands together and tie you up with my belt. You fight a little and try to say something but I'm rough with you. I shove your panties down your mouth even further. Almost making you gag. I give you a look of desire that you've never seen before. Animal like and intense. My smile is gone and my eyes tell you I will devour you. I then decide to blindfold you and I pull your hair to show you who's boss. Not too rough but rough enough to show you I'm in control and could hurt you if you wanted. Then I turn you around and start licking your pussy. Teasingly just enough to make sure you're wet and ready for my thick cock to penetrate you. I can tell you want me by your quivering body and dripping wetness. Then all of a sudden I push you up against the back of the chair and slide my rock hard cock into you. Rough and animal like. Never saying a single word. With every thrust you feel me deep inside your body. Never having felt so much raw power between your legs. That is one side of you. But there is another side. I am going to describe that girl to you now. She is sitting in a man's lap, having her hair brushed, and she is very happy. She is being picked up at the airport-- dropping her bags she runs and leaps into the arm's of a man, who twirls her around. She is slowly stripping out of her clothes, and the hunger in her man's eyes makes her blush. She can't stop thinking about him. She is addicted to him, craves affection, cherishes his attention. I want that girl. I want to find an eager, submissive girl, and I want to awaken her need, her desperation, her addiction.

Still with me? 😉 Good girl.

**Public me:** For the outside world I'm successful, reserved, well liked and have my life together. I'm 36 years old, 6'3'', fit but not jacked, attended top undergraduate and graduate schools, well traveled, speak 4 languages, and have a range of eclectic interests. I've had past vanilla girlfriends and a large circle of friends who just know me as exactly I've described above.

**Private me:** In the bedroom, I enjoy control and I take over. I'm sadistic, rough, somewhat manipulative, demanding and unpredictable. Beyond the physical, I crave having someone to mold and make better. I want someone to use and control yes, but I also want someone whom I can help improve; to help her achieve her goals, set timelines, establish objectives and administer punishments if not met.

**There's the public you:** Bubbly, cheerful, healthy, well educated, intelligent, on the path towards a great career or degree, you have good friends, a loving family, a leader, a feminist and for all intents and purposes a well put together strong woman.

**The private you:** No one would guess what goes on inside your mind. You find yourself in a state of turmoil or indecision. There's an emptiness. You feel a deep need to let go. There's dark thoughts, sometimes you can't understand them. But you recognize your urges, your need. You want a firm hand to grab the metaphorical leash around your neck and lead you. you want to give up control, you want to be told what to wear, you want to used... above all else you want to please.

**Why am I doing this?** Two reasons: a) connection and b) stress relief. I lead a busy high stress life and I find having a place to express my sadistic side is a wonderful source of stress relief. If the idea of being a human stressball is appealing to you, you move to the front of the line.

**How do we proceed:** We get to know each other and then take things up a notch. I find myself attracted to girls who are in shape or actively working towards getting in shape. Open to all races and ethnicities. Drop me a note with your age, location/timezone, a short description of yourself and the name of the last book you read and we can go from there. I look forward to getting to know you.