Worst ruin I've ever had
So I've never been able to have back to back orgasms. I'm not multiorgasmic, but I can ruin multiple orgasms. I've once ruined 20 orgasms in 30 minutes because I was told to.
Last night I was given permission to cum from my boyfriend so I decided to edge for a while, get myself all nice and wet and desperate. I've not had in orgasm in about a month and have been too busy to even play with myself, so I took my opportunity to enjoy this.
Unfortunately for me, with my unlimited orgasm budget, I knew I wanted more than 1 so I decided I'd ruin a few of them before having a proper one. Just to prolong the experience.
The first one was normal. Almost too tame. I ruined it so gently I could barely tell I ruined it. It was like a hard edge. I clenched my pussy just to see if I did ruin it and as it clenched involuntarily afterwards, I knew I'd ruined it. The second broke me. I was listening to a nice short audio that promised a ruined orgasm at the end. Got myself to the edge as he asked. Took my hands off when he said to. Touched myself gently when commanded. But when if came time to cum, he didn't say ruin it... he'd promised the ruin the whole audio and said to ruin it when he said cum. I expected a "cum, now hands off!" Or even a "3, 2, 1, ruin it!". What he did was far worse. He just said "Cum—" and the audio cut out right there. And I ruined completely alone. No voice telling me to ruin it. Just one cut off command and my hands pulling away just before I properly went over. My orgasm ruined from the cut off voice more than my own hands.
Normally when I ruin, it feels good after. Despite the frustration. Not this one. This one hurt. I gripped the sheets knowing full well what I just ruined. I ruined what could've been my best orgasm this year. Toes curling, head on fire, brain melted, body shaking, legs weak... I felt what my body wanted to give me and what I cruelly took away. It was a hard and long orgasm I could've had but instead it was ruined. I felt the ruin continue for a full minute or longer. Half way through my body was still struggling for the orgasm.
I could've touched myself. I could've played just a little bit, with my nipples, with my pussy, with my clit, anything and it would've saved it. I knew any touch and I could enjoy the amazing orgasm even if it would be shortened from the ruin at the start. Anything would've saved it. I could've had the perfect orgasm. But I didn't. I kept my hands by my side. Legs spread. Pussy throbbing. I almost cried it was so powerful.
Two minutes after the ruin, I could still feel it. The pulsing. The ruin. And I knew it was too late to save it. My best orgasm had been ruined and I knew it. Desperate for another one, I tried to pull another ruin or even a proper orgasm out of my poor pussy. But I was broken. I had one more weak ruin, that may have just been a sad edge, and called it a night. This ruin had been so strong that I couldn't even have my multi-ruins.
I went to sleep horny, tossing and turning all night. I woke up grinding my pussy into my sheets trying to get something more. I'd never been so needy after a ruin. Ever. Now I have to go to work knowing that's going to be my last orgasm for a while. My worst orgasm, my worst ruin.