u/mouthcuntass

Ive had this fantasy for so long of having my cunt filled with cum over and over and over again until its so full its just spilling out. Guess thats why I like watching those hentai monster videos hihi

Bruise me, hit me, choke me, whip me, kick me, spit on me, laugh at me, degrade me, rape my mouth, cunt and ass. Abuse and torture me, im just some dumb meat after all

I thinks it's a bunch of different things that made me the way I am now.

Isolated, very early depression, being shy and being bullied as a kid, unrestricted Internet access, diagnosed autism and anxiety...

I think i would be fixed if I just had a regular schedule as a sex slave sometimes lol. Little responsibilities, clarity, clear rules, and sensory relief through pain. Idk i wish I could just let myself get kidnapped and made into the perfect slut and giving me some proper trauma

Im so needy fuckkk. Got drunk and stoned and can't handle my dripping wet cunt. Wish I would be kidnapped, violently stripped and beaten around. I want to be abused and be used as just some meat. I want all my holes filled and told how much of a dumb whore I am

Just been craving some abuse for a little while now. And "accidentally" got wayyy too stoned.

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I kinda want to be kidnapped and taken deep into a forest where nobody could hear me. Be stripped forcefully and beaten so hard I scream and cry but also get insanely wet. Im a massive masochist if you didn't notice lol. Fuck my needy little holes until you've broken me for good. Cum in my pussy and rpe it raw, and switch to my tight asshole and fuck it so hard I get out of breath of the pain and pleasures

I seem to have pavlov-ed myself into becoming horny whenever I get stoned lol, because every time I get stoned I masturbate and now its like a loop

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Anyway, right now im naked and chill in my bed. Feel like im sinking into the mattress like im drifting on water. Kinda wish I was being slapped around rn. Spat on, slapped, beaten and eventually fucked hard and violent

Guess what, im stoned again. Finally done with all my responsibilities this week. Had a mental breakdown, almost snapped my laptop in 2 while I was writing multiple essays and reports..

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Now it's time to just be a dumb bitch. Turn my mind off, get naked and rub my brain away.

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I wish I had someone taking advantage of my exhausted body, tying me down to the bed, on my stomach with my ass and pussy open on display. You could do anything with my holes and I wouldn't be able to stop you, nor would I want to. Beat my asscheeks red and blue and the pain will wash away all my stupid little problems. Fuck academia, make me just a dumb abuse slut

There is this part in me that thinks that the moment I would be jumped, stripped violently in the middle of nowhere id be able to push most attackers off and be able to run away unscathed

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But the logical part in me knows that the I would probably freeze in fear and not be able to fight. Or fight with all my power and still lose, not able to do anything however hard i fight as my limbs die down from exhaustion and I feel the cock shoved into my tight ass, balls deep as I scream into the void. Nobody that will hear me

lately ive been playing more with my pussy and I cant ignore it now that it's really craving a cock.

Im already naked in my room anyway. Vibrator pinned between my clit and the matrass, moaning in the pillow to not alert my neighbors. I just want to be able to scream, moan and cry as loud as I can. To be tied up somewhere remote, isolated from people, where somebody can molest and abuse my body however they want. I dont ever want to have to think anymore, just be used for what my body has been craving

I can't help it, everytime i take an edible (i took 2 this time, oops bad idea lol) I get crazy horny. And i think I like pavlovd myself into getting hornier bc I always fuck myself when I get stoned. But like now I am feeling like putty and can barely move around well but my cunt and ass are begging to be filled up. Wish I had a daddy sometimes that would force me (consensually, ofc) to get higher and take advantage of my needy holes. So stoned id cum to anything, whether im being tied up and teased for hours, or hit with a belt until welts cover my thighs and ass.

Im stoned rn (what a surprise, I know) and am glad I found this sub as a new space where I can show myself off.

Its been so long since I actually had sex and im getting more and more needy every day. Multiple times a week i just have to stuff my holes full and degrade myself while reading mean comments on this app. My pussy has been craving it. Idk how long it will take until I will just leave my door open and hope someone will come inside and find me naked and out of it, and put my body to good use. Just being a dumb cumdump pup for an evening sounds so nice. No thoughts, just being dragged around and used like a ragdoll <3