[F4f] I'm feeling kind of dumb and pliable, and I'd like to talk to a cruel, manipulative woman who enjoys preying on helpless girls
Hi. Um. I feel kind of scared and guilty just writing this, but for as long as I can remember, I’ve been drawn to dark predators. I've been through some traumatic stuff, I guess. And ever since then, I’ve had a fascination with submitting to the worst kinds of people. Especially women.
As I've explored, it’s led me down some dark paths I’m really ashamed of - but even though I know it’s bad for me, I keep coming back. I’m terrified of some on the thoughts going through my head, terrified of how magnetic predators are and how far I’d go to please them. I feel so weak. But I’m here anyway…
Today I’m really curious about chatting to cruel, predatory women. I know it’s a stupid idea, but I think I maybe want someone a bit manipulative. Someone who could get her claws in me and use them to take what she wants.
Most of me hopes maybe you’ve got my best interests at heart. I’d really like someone who understands these feelings and is a bit sweet and kind. But I know if you’re reading this, that probably won't be you >.< I guess I'll want to talk to you anyway though, even though I know it's a dumb idea...
If you’re nice and have feelings like this, please reach out. I could really do with a friend. If you’re dark… uurrrrgh, I guess message too?