Something I’d love to do one day is to have a mommy gf who will cook with me, I already enjoy cooking and I feel that having a mommy will take it to the next level.
Also it’d be cool to get some praises and approval for the good I’ve done, and I’d enjoy having a mommy teach me new recipes or techniques in the kitchen.
I have a math exam on Thursday, I’ve been studying hard and I feel confident just have to go over 1or2 more topics.
Wish me luck.
(Also some praise wouldn’t hurt. ☺️)
In my last post on this subreddit I mentioned how I’m worried about getting into a relationship with a mommy because of my anxiety and childhood trauma.
I got a lot of positive responses in the comments which I thank people for, but I was wondering if anyone here had any advice for me.
Especially when it comes to learning to trust again, because my anxiety and trauma stem from my trust being broken a lot when I was a kid.
Thank you for reading.
I’ve been hiding the way I am/who I am for a long time, to the point where I deleted a bunch of my posts on this particular subreddit.
I know deep down I’m a little who wants a mommy, but there’s so much keeping me from being there.
For starters it feels so nihilistic being on this space because it feels like I’ll never find my own mommy. Especially because the amount of OF content creators just trying to earn a quick buck through the loneliness of others.
And also because of my dam anxiety and childhood trauma, not only does it hold me back from building a connection with other people and especially women. But I just feel like I’d be a burden to whomever becomes my mommy.
But like I said I’m tired of being this way, I’m done being a coward. I’m going to face these challenges head on.
Thank you for reading.