u/neutral69_

So basically me and gf are really really sexually active on the bed but the thing is i have a really bad situation with me and that is porn induced ED which leads me not to get hard while getting intimate with my gf. My gf on the other hand does not have any great long experience in sex she just had sex before with her last bf who was slimmer than me but longer.

She says that the type of sex she's getting me from me satisfies her alot and makes her feel really really satisfied but the thing is that I usually can't satisfy her with sex well and can do it well with my fingers and mouth and while talking dirty to eachother we masturbate too.

Now the thing is i in my past have alot alot of sexual adventures like I have my body count nearly to 15 or 20 and I feel bad about the fact that I'm not able to give her the best the type of sex she deserves to.

And apparently I have recently , like when I started dating her I out of no where developed a fantasy or kink of watching my partner have get fucked by bull or better men and I ended up on those kind of porns or soundgasms or lust stories which genuinely gets me hard asf , especially at times when she makes stories of her getting fucked by men and she's tells me like she really did it and I get fucking hard.

Me and my gf have had sex with viagra too and she says that the type of sex she got from when I'm on viagra is tooo deep and good but I still feel like she needs more and would enjoy it more. She even recently did said that if I were not get insecured of whatever happened with the guy we add she would even enjoy it but I was also kinda shocked to hear it as she always priority said she would never enjoy but still do it while crying as she doing it for my sake but recently she confessed that she has started to develop this kink too and she's kinda starting to enjoy concept.

Now I need your all help understanding that should we really do it or not cuz every single time when we decide to go for it I feel a bit scared and back out from it (happened 4 times) help me out in this gang cheers