I miss it so much
I’m your typical late 40s, married, 40lbs overweight, closeted cock sucker. I love to suck cock. Fucking love it. For a while in my early 20s I was well known at a cruising spot for my love of sucking old dudes. They saw my truck and knew it was me. I sucked a lot of old married guys. Mostly looked a lot like I do now lol.
Then I got married and all that shit. I kept trying to go out there for a while but it was too hard to find the time. Then the apps came along and that made it easier. Started finding guys older than me and married and just blowing them in their garage or shed even their combine once lol.
But now I have a job that has my face seen quite often in the public so I don’t do it anymore. It’s been years now. The porn, the wife’s dildo, wearing her dirty panties to church, it doesn’t curb the urge. Eating her out is the closest I get now. I wish there were other dudes like me in my area that had a way to let others know they are down. I know they are out there it’s just using an app is a risk and public is too much of a risk now days. I guess I just wanted to vent as I lie here next to my wife as she snores and I dream of days gone by.