I literally can't help it
I can't let my boyfriend find out yet. Tried sharing from my burner account but it was removed for low karma.
Around COVID I was whoring around quite often. I had a boyfriend back then that was attentive and did everything I asked. He was the best boyfriend I had ever had.
Idk what it was that made me want to cheat on him. It was almost a SD/SB relationship because he was 39 years older than me. He was older, but he loved to fuck me and have sexual fun. However, that didn't prevent me from bringing multiple men into our home for me to fuck and cheat on him with. I even cheated in the bed we shared.
I LOVED being such a slut during that time. I LOVED taking multiple guys cum in one day and then going back home to my bf. We would talk and have great evenings together, and I'd be sitting right next to him with my pussy FULL of cum.
We ended up breaking it off because we were in different stages of life and I didn't want to retire to Florida with him.
Once we broke up, I became a bigger slut. Started doing sex work online, and freely fucking many men whenever I wanted.
Fast forward a few years...
I'm now in a 3 year relationship with a great guy. He's only 15 years older than me, but still such a great boyfriend. I have my complaints in the relationship, but who wouldn't after 3 years.
Started doing sex work again 6 months ago and I wonder if that's what made me want to start cheating again. I was cheating with men on OF and other sites, so why not start in person, I guess.
ALSO it didn't help that I have a long time FWB.
This FWB is so close to my family and we hang out all the time.
It had been like maybe 5 years since I took his cock. We were "being good" because we're trying to both get into Ethical Non Monogamous Relationships. He's married though, so I wasn't too sure how it'd go for him. My bf has dabbled in ENM, and he's very much a sub, so I'm getting closer to having permission from my boyfriend to fuck other men.
Earlier this year, on my February birthday, we all (me, my bf, my FWB, and his wife) meet up for drinks. Afterwards, my bf and his wife leave to go back to work and my FWB and I stay drinking together. He convinces me to go back to his house to partake in some ganja.
After getting to his house, I made him cum twice. It felt so good to have him in my mouth.
Immediately after I told him that DID NOT just happen because I was being SO GOOD by being honest and not cheating on my current partner.
After that instance, we've been flirting HARDCORE.
He told my bf that he buys my OF and that he really enjoys my content.
Idk what it was about this week, but on Tuesday, I was flirting with him again and I just had to get that dick.
I arrived at his house with intentions of just giving him a blow job because I hadn't showered that day.
But, while I was there, he touched my pussy and felt how incredibly turned on and wet I was from sucking him off that he put himself inside of me and came deep within me.
I know it sounds terrible, but I loved it so much. I loved taking his cheating cum within me and feeling it start to oozeout of me.
Over the next couple of days, I COULD NOT stop thinking about it. I went to work and went thru the motions , but that's all while my pussy had a puddle between my lips.
Me and this FWB are joining our families today for 4th festivities and I knew if I didn't get him inside of me beforehand, that I would not be able to play it cool. I look into his eyes and all I can see is lust and desire for one another.
Friday I told him he had to meet me... that he had to fuck me before we met up with our families. I told him I was overwhelmed with desire and lust for his dick.
He came over to my office and I wore a dress because I knew I'd want easy access for him. We didn't have much time, but we had enough time for me to get his dick ready with my mouth, and enough time for him to fuck me and fill me with his nut.
A few hours after he left, my boyfriend came by my office and I knew he wanted to do something sexual. I could still feel my FWB cum in my pussy, and I didn't want my wet pussy to be suspicious, so I made him cum with my mouth instead.
It made me feel so slutty to have them both in my office yesterday.
I'll never tell my BF about cheating on him. But, a part of me thinks he's a little suspicious about it. He knows I'm a slut and have sexual needs...
Now gonna get ready and go have a great 4th of July with our two families. I'll just be day dreaming about him filling me once again 🤤