u/nknown222

Me 20yoM is considering hiring someone to take my virginity I've never been good with women never had a girlfriend and have a lack of confidence and experience i see my peers with their partner showing intimacy around me I guess I'm just tired of not having any connection or physical intimacy part of me thinks it's a good idea but the other half thinks its wrong and weird I don't know if I should or not I really want to lose my card and have that experience but I also want it to happen more naturally