I just lost my virginity and I dont feel any different.
Hi all, going to keep this short. I want to know if this is normal or if there is maybe an issue with myself or my relationship.
I (18F) just spent the night with my long-distance girlfriend (18F) of 6 months for the first time since we got together (we have been friends for many years beforehand). We had talked about sex many times, healthy discussion, including our traumas and previous experiences, but both of us were actually virgins. Until 2 nights ago. I expected to feel different. Older. More mature. Dirty. Proud. Satisfied. Something. I dont particularly have much emotion about it. Without too much intimate detail, I am of course happy I was able to satisfy my girlfriend, but im not even sure if she satisfied me in that same physical way. Its nothing against her and I dont regret it but I havent told her about this because I dont want to make her feel bad and im not even sure WHAT I would tell her.
Why dont i feel any differently? Is it normal to feel like this? What do I do?
TLDR; I do not feel how I had expected to feel about losing my virginity.