u/notarobotdolphin

Just looking to talk to folks and see where it goes. I am open to friends, maybe eventual online/irl relationship. TBH the goal I guess is just a meaningful connection. Things about me:

Getting this out of the way:

I am a bit chubby currently but am aggressively working on fixing that and in general have been thin for most of my life and intend to keep it that way.

I have major depression and issues with social/general anxiety. If you do not wish to deal with this then I am not for you.

I am a friendly but shy and introverted person so I work best with those that will maybe be a little extroverted and warm to help make me comfy. When comfy am a yapper tho :3

Am probably goth in spirit but not so much in fashion. I am quite tomboyish actually.

My interests are mainly music and I tend to go through genre phases sort of. Current obsessions are shoegaze, noise rock, goth, post punk, and various types of synth pop. I also play guitar and bass. If you are a music person or play any instruments I may already have a crush on you.

I also really really love horror movies especially 80’s slasher flicks and just fun dumb gory stuff.

Want to get back into reading. Mostly poetry and again horror. If you’re into horror or true crime that would be super cool.

In terms of what is ok with talking like….I am ok with flirting, am open to nsfw if we are attracted to each other. Please do not be overly sexual with me right away as it takes time for me to really build an attraction to someone usually. I am ok with sharing selfies or maybe other stuff over time.

If it matters I am a switch but lean more towards bottom.

I am looking for someone who:

\- can help me come out of my shell and be warm and affectionate if that is the vibe we are having.

\-is ok with being the person to usually text first due to social anxiety on my part.

\- will let me ramble about my interests and talk about myself and will also do the same because I would love to know all about you :3

\- is hopefully not super far from me so there will not be headaches about time differences.

Please send a message telling me a little about yourself and we can hopefully start chatting ☺️

So stuff about me:

I am in California so would prefer people in that time zone.

I am an fairly shy and suffer from anxiety related issues and depression. If you wanna talk to me please be warm and chatty if you can cuz it will help me come out of my shell and talk more. I can be quite yappy when comfortable!

I guess what I’m looking for or hoping for is something can could turn into an online relationship possibly but realistically I have no serious expectations of anyone. I really really need someone to be nice to me.

I am into video games a lot (Xbox) and tend to pick something and obsess over it for a while I mean like research it, watch videos and all that lol. Current obsession is warframe.

I really really like horror movies, anime, and cartoons and I am super into music and go through phases like the moon in terms of genres but common threads I like: Weird, noisy, ambient, hyper, electronic, fast, ethereal, sad. I play guitar and bass and also am slowly learning how to make beats n stuff with sampler. Talk to me about music. If you are a music type or a musician I may already have a crush on you lol

I am ok with flirting, sexting, etc but please do not come at me like that right away until we can get to know each other because it takes me a while to really build an attraction to someone. In terms of that kind of stuff I am switch but lean more towards bottom and am easy to fluster if someone starts speaking to me that way so yeah 😅

I am a bit chubby currently but am aggressively working towards losing weight and building a little muscle.

My age range is 28-50.