u/opiedopie55

Well I was tested today, day 6, and failed…

Went to buy a vape, another habit I really need to quit, left the house for the first time since my last dose, and the dude at the shop recognized me from a couple months ago when I bought hyroxi there. Told me $20/pack and he has some in the back. I literally felt like I was gonna have diarrhea and got goose bumps immediately. Funny how your brain works.

I was on 12 of these fuckers a day at my highest and tapered down and got off everything for 5 full days and couldn’t say no, sorry Nancy Reagan. I took 2 of them and was floored, must admit I felt amazing which I haven’t felt in the last month or so as they didn’t work great for me anymore towards the end of my brief 3-4 month current binge. Before that I was clean for 5 years besides a couple weekend benders on various opiates that somehow landed in my lap.

I took them around 2pm and haven’t taken any of my sr this evening like I usually do. Going to see how I feel in the am when I wake up. Maybe it was a hack to complete my quit but I doubt it. Would be awesome if I just feel like I do now, 10 hours later, when I wake up tomorrow am. Hopefully this doesn’t set me back too much. I selfishly am glad Florida banned this stuff. If it was sold everywhere I couldn’t control myself unfortunately. I understand some people can use it responsibly and they should be allowed to do so, but I’m not that person. I’m 100% an addict I just need to go back to being addicted to healthy things and heal my brain. It’s a long road ahead and I’ve been down in many times in the past 15 years. But I always feel better taking the sober path when the honeymoon phase ends. That phase gets shorter and shorter with each relapse and wd gets harder and harder.

Sorry for the rant just wanted to get it off my chest as I’ve been telling everyone here how awesome sr is and trying to help them get helper meds etc. I’m weak and currently a failure but I believe there’s still hope for me as long as this shit stays off the shelves.

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u/opiedopie55 — 1 day ago

Mgm to 7oh transition

Is this the easiest way to go? I live in Florida where they banned 7oh. Many times I binged and quit 7oh using a fast suboxone taper or using sr17018.

Now I’ve been taking these hyroxi mita tabs. I was up to 3 packs a day. Tapered down to 1 but felt shitty. I’m on about 8 a day now.

I have everything possible in my disposal to get off. Vitamin c, black seed oil, mag glyc, agmat sulf, benzos, sr and subs.

I tried to get off these the same way as the 7oh with subs and sr17 2 diff times and it just didn’t work. Like everyone else I’m a huge pussy when it comes to wd that’s why I always used subs after 7oh bc it’s mainly a painless transition.

I bought a ton of 7oh so I’m gonna try and start taking that this week and do a fast taper on the hyroxi tabs. Once I get to no hyroxi I’m gonna let myself go into 7oh withdrawal, usually just wake up the next morning in wd with that shit.

Question is has anyone done with with mgm, dhm etc and did it work? Wojkd it be better to preload sr17 with the mgm and 7oh and skip the subs?

Thanks in advance! I have a baby coming any day so I’m super anxious and don’t want to be addicted to this shit any longer.

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u/opiedopie55 — 23 days ago

Pseudo and mgm

So a lot of people said they used pseudo when trying to quit mgm.

I haven’t taken mgm since 6pm last night.

At 4pm today I took 25mg pseudo

Almost immediately I started yawning and getting tingles. Like 5 mins after dosing the powder. Then diahrea 5 mins later. I was 100% put into WD from this!

I had to dose mgm and double my prev dose to feel better.

Anyone else have this happen? How can I use pseudo to get off mgm if this happens im super confused

Thanks in advance!

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u/opiedopie55 — 26 days ago

Advice on taper/quitting

I got hooked on the hyroxi mita tabs about 2.5 months ago. Started at 1/4 tab and I went up to like 8 a day. Im down to around 6 daily. 3x2

I have no clue what’s in these. They cost like $25/pack so spending like $40/day. They’re not enjoyable anymore and just make me tired.

What’s the best way to quit? Should I just taper these? Should I switch to mgm and taper that but I don’t know what mg I’m actually taking or if I’m even on mgm.

I tried sr and it didn’t work for me. I was getting major anxiety in the preload phase and I have no benzos to deal with that.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

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u/opiedopie55 — 28 days ago