u/parasiticnet

I'm a 33yo poly cis F from Upstate NY. Read all about me in my pinned post :)
CW: 386 GW: 400 UGW: 500+ (partially immobile already).

I'm looking for a partner who is a subby or switchy feeder LOCAL to Upstate NY capital region. I want someone who I can hang out with, genuinely, and someone I can see myself being with for a long time.

Consider the following:
- Please be above 23, no primary partners, local within a few hours drive, and stable in life
- I'm looking for a best friend with whom I can genuinely enjoy spending time together
- Someone very into worship, spoiling and doting on their feedee (me!)
- Someone potentially cucky but it's not a requirement, I just very much enjoy the dynamic
- Someone very into physical feeding and helping me gain and caring for me through the consequences
- I like thinner people than me, the contrast is hot
- Someone potentially into making public posts involving the both of us (I have a huge exhibitionist kink)

My normal interests are ga(y)ming, watching mukbangs and food vlogs on YouTube, crafting, scrolling on the internet, being an online whore, femdom and bdsm (as a special interest), baking and cooking and trying new foods/restaurants/take out, horror!, writing/roleplay.

Anyway come say hi please :3 don't be shy. If you've been curious about messaging me at all, here's your sign. I'm very much looking for romantic partner but I'm unfortunately (or fortunately?) a really freaky individual and places like feabie just.. don't feel right.

Please send a small intro about you :)

Admittedly this was after 4 biscuits and about a pint or two of sausage gravy... 🥰

Excuse me while I sleep off this food coma 😴💤

Fantasy.
You just have to tell me if it made you cum to read, only rules.

He climbs on my huge jiggling belly to shove the last few bites of a huge McDonald's meal into my face. I can't move and I whine in protest but it's no use, I feel his cock throbbing against my belly when he hears me. It only arouses him further when I struggle and try to stop him. He knows my chest is aching with each bite of grease he shoves into my gullet because he hasn't given me my meds in days. I don't know if he forgot or if he's keeping them from me, just to see if I can feel how hard my heart has to work without help.

I try to roll, to get him off me, but he softly giggles and grabs my udders and squeezes them hard. I squeal like a pig and stop trying to fight back. It's too much work anyway, I'm wheezing. I'm out of breath and panting while his body presses my fat into my compromised lungs, it's so much effort to even move let alone fight my feeder.

I wanted this in the beginning I told him to never let me stop but now it's too much, I can't take it. My fat pins me down. My rolls are taking over the bed around me and I'm sinking into the mattress slowly. I want to go back but he won't let me. Just like I begged of him..

I ache with arousal all the time now but he ignores my fat pussy. I can feel his cock sliding between my sweaty fat rolls. I beg him to touch me, to bring me relief, but he just reminds me I shouldn't have asked for this if I wanted to be able to still make myself cum. He tells me these are the consequences as his hips pump his swollen fat cock into my deep lard filled belly button. He grunts while he talks to me and pounds my gut, degrading me while he does. Fat pig, disgusting hog, lard ass.. every name he can think while he gets closer to orgasm in my fat folds.

My hips are grinding, my pussy humping against the air as I'm panting like a pig in heat because I can tell how close he is to cumming. I push my rolls together and oink for him as he unloads his cum deep in my fat gut. I whimper and whine while he grunts in absolute pleasure, my belly dripping with his hot load.

He grins and jiggles my belly, scooping his cum up and feeding it to me. I whimper and suck his finger while he tells me the pizza delivery is almost here.

I hear the doorbell and he gets dressed to grab it, leaving me panting, covered in cum and dreading the pizza he was about to shove into me on top of the McDonald's I just struggled with.

I begged him for this.

Those little drops are so erotic to me✨

Someone was curious about what my immobility challenges were and I figured it would make a pretty juicy post for people to enjoy. I am about 70-85% immobile given the type of day and surprisingly, the weather.

First major problem is I have an L5S1 slipped disc in my lower lumbar spine. Due to this, my sciatic nerve is pinched on my right side. My right leg goes numb after 5-10 minutes standing, depending on the days' humidity and pressure. Higher humidity and pressure kills me. I'm in pain a lot but cortisone shots don't work anymore and I'm too fat to consider surgery.

Second thing I'm going to mention is I have a heart condition. It doesn't take much for me to get winded and out of breath, especially with all the fat I have to carry around. It's just better if I don't move too much.

Thirdly, I smoke weed and nic like it's my job, I vape a lot. It fucks up my lungs and it makes me very out of breath.

A fucked up back, a heart condition, and smoking like a chimney, coupled with morbid obesity just makes a formula of limited mobility and a true sedentary lifestyle.

I'm aware of the consequences, that's actually what makes this all so hot. I'm fat, lazy and hedonistic and I turned my legitimate disabilities into a kink; pretty common to do so. And yes, it arouses me, so fucking much.

I hope you're touching yourself to this..

My time these days consists of laying in my bed (which is why most of my pictures are just laying down), smoking, eating, and watching tv. It's increasingly arousing to me as each day passes and I realize how much worse I'm making my mobility by intentionally gaining pounds and pounds of heavy fat. It makes me ache to admit it but being pinned to my bed goes right to my pussy.

My fat is suffocating to me some days. When it's hot, when it's raining, going for walks/out with friends; all of that is a struggle to me. I'm missing out on so much and.... I'm so turned on about it. I just .. can't stop. I don't want to anymore. I want this... I want this.

The idea of someone who adds to this with me is only more exciting. A limitless feeder that's so wholesome and just tells me it's okay to get worse and let it take over my body and my mind. I hope they get aroused and can't help but mount my fat belly and hump it while I tell them how my heart is struggling.. it's just so fucking alluring. I need it.

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Anyway I got really horny there for a second. It's consuming my thoughts now.

This is the general recap of why I'm limited mobility and why getting fatter will only exacerbate it until I'm motionless and helpless. Hope you enjoyed a look into how I feel about this kink and death/immobility feedism. I need to go find my wand.

THC, nicotine, binge eating, gooning / edging / porn addiction, laying in bed partially immobile already; a fantastic recipe for the inevitable.

Just call me Gluttony, maybe Sloth or Greed or Lust too. All the Sins are just packed into this fat gut now. Making this profile and interacting with the feedism community has just sealed my fate in this kink and I don't think I've ever been this horny to absolutely ruin myself. As I'm typing this I'm downing an entire package of air head sour strips. Fuck. You guys are suuuch enablers (affectionately).

When I look at my body, I'm so fucking aroused at how large I've gotten. My fat rolls are taking over; my "neck", upper arms, my double belly. I struggle to even manually touch myself now but that only arouses me more. (That's okay though, look at that belly button... 🙈) I want it worse..bigger, fuller, more of everything. I truly just need to see myself be ruined beyond the point of return and it's coming. I can feel it.

I've been aroused all day.

I had a cow outfit so I mismatched them to match! 🐮✨👣 Good morning 🥰

This cake was so fucking good.. made me forget all about everything for a few minutes while I was packing it back.

I look back on this gif and fuck, look at me. My body doesn't even fit in the frame right. My belly is so large it just hangs out of view (sorry belly lovers haha but I have many more posts where you can still see it!)

This was my first actual cake stuffing, and even stuffing in general. It was a whirlwind. It started out so good and so delicious and it just got harder each bite. I did my absolute best but I just couldn't get the whole thing in. I still got 85-90% though and fuck it felt like an accomplishment! I'm actually proud. Proud of smashing 1200 calories in a sitting. Mmm.

Something tells me if I had a feeder next to me rubbing my belly it would have fit 😵‍💫 or they would have made it fit 🙈

Anyway good morning 🫠 the cake is probably still in my tummy because after that I crashed so hard. The blood sugar spike and drop was so serious I had to lay in bed all day.

(I still had 2 double cheeseburgers and large fries and large berry sprite and a McChicken and a fish for dinner after. My belly is a true black hole🤭)

My heart is beating hard and weird this morning and just knowing I'm intentionally gaining and adding to it's struggling goes right to my clit now. It makes me wet when I struggle with my health or mobility.. it's so hard to describe. But as I lay here, feeling my heart aching to beat correctly, I can feel the arousal peaking then I'm reminded I can't even rub my pussy long without my arm hurting from my belly in the way. Fuck it's just an endless cycle of horny. I can literally feel my fat suffocating my heart and it's so fucking sexual. It just makes me want to get worse, make my heart give out. Fuck.

Thinking about being hooked up to a milker right now 😵‍💫🐮✨

Sorry no free piggies🤭

When I started on my other page first, I was 380. I made this page to help me gain and welp.... It worked. This page coupled with the feeders and encouragers in my server( https://discord.gg/myBnWddGV4 ) tipped me over 385. 14 more lbs to go for the big 400...

I was going to chill and not post anything today but I can't, I'm so fucking aroused. A server member requested a weigh in and I was actually curious myself and fuuuck. The reality is hitting. 6.7lb gain; small but mighty in my brain and onto my hips.

It's fucking me up, I'm throbbing with need and anticipation for more. It's already gotten me partially immobile coupled with my disabilities, 400 is going to pin my down. I'm..so fucking excited, scared, nervous, horny about it. Every step making me more breathless goes right to my clit. I'm feral.

Seeing the tangible proof that I'm intentionally gaining, becoming rounder, heavier, softer... It's so erotic.

Join my journey✨
Hopefully August I'll be past 400 😵‍💫 but we'll see. Someone got me a cake to eat🤤🤤🤤

A decent into fatness, years of gaining weight all in one photo. I can't lie, I was aroused making this collage. Seeing myself gain pounds, become softer, rounder, larger.. it just makes me ache. I really love growing.

It gets more/less depending on my cycle but I can get a few droplets out 🐮

Last night getting up to get these I was out of breath for a few minutes. It made me realize the actual real life consequences of this kink and I can't begin to tell you how much it makes me ache. The unhealthy extremes of this kink just make me throb; feeling my heart pound under fat and my lungs gasping for air, fuck. It's so erotic. It just encourages me more and more to get worse. Always bigger, fatter, more exposed.

Anyway, I just had a Devour White Cheddar Bacon Mac and Cheese and now I want to touch myself.

If you want to follow my journey, join my Discord Server (not paywalled, just feedism talk and hangs): https://discord.gg/myBnWddGV4

From age 19 to age 33, my weight gain. Most of it was naturally progressing but recently I've made it intentional. Feel free to ask questions.

Idk I think I look super fucking cute eating snack cakes, don't I? 🥰

But those rolls also? Gosh, worship all of Me🍒

But those rolls also? Gosh, worship all of Me🍒