I have recognized my piss kink for like half a year now and recently I’ve been feeling exhausted?
For a month or two now, I’ve been extremely horny and lustful. And most of the time It’s just because I have to pee and having a full bladder has always made me feel ‘horny’. (This has nothing to do with my piss kink I just genuinely have the need to masturbate when my bladders full, pretty sure it’s like that for a lot of girls, anyway). Almost every time I goon, I goon to piss kink doujinshi, and I’ve been edging myself so hard until I cum that once I’m done half my sheets are coved in a wet stains— of I guess squirting? Idk.
Main Point
I’m starting to feel disgusted at myself for masturbating to watersports so much. Both the kink itself, and how often I do it.
It’s as if while I’m masturbating I feel soo good and I just can’t stop myself from edging and reading more doujinshi, but once that high comes down It feels almost stressful and shameful.
I was trying to look for other posts on this topic but I wasn’t able to find much similar to my situation. Most of it was “Is having a piss kink weird?” So I felt like reaching out myself is better.
Advice?
Questions?
Relatable?
Anything?