As the title states I'm heading back to rehab for the 3rd time this year it's also the 3rd I've been In my whole life. I'm in my 20s and got clean once about 6 years ago and relapsed about 2 years ago. The first time I got clean I moved states from where I was using at and just smoked a bunch of weed.
Now I genuinely want to get clean so I can move on with my life and repair relationships with friends and family. It's just so hard for me to stick through it and not ama like I have the first 2 times. I haven't seen my girl in awhile bc she left and got clean and I really miss her and can't wait to see her again, but I can't if I don't complete this program and get sober.
I'm hoping the 3rd times the charm there's just something about rehab that rubs me the wrong way even though it's a very nice facility I just hate the feeling of being trapped.
Anyways if there's anyone struggling feel free to reach out until I leave in a couple hours this shit is evil and we all need to get off of it. I'd also like to hear from people that are currently sober and hear ab how you got clean and have been able to maintain it. I really need some words of encouragement I'm nervous and feel very helpless I just want this to be over.