Experience with my weird "Psychosis"
So, to add It a context, I never really used meth but a couple days ago, when I tried it for the first time. Im not gonna talk about how I liked it in this post, but man It made me think about something weird: In my recent life, when I used stimulants i just always got some kind of what you are naming "Psychosis". It's really annoying because, when at first it was not only annoying but many of the times scary, even if it was stupid things like seeing some blue and red lights or shadow figures, you know how it is. Now that shit is like it has an original soundtrack and I know it patterns, it's just more funny than anything even if it happens all the time, but I wonder why it always happens to me, and most of the time so fast, by the time I start using something, not even after losing sleep or noutrishment. And there's a second thing to that - sometimes, like 2 or 3 times before, it out of nowhere turns into something so new, weird and realistic, not even something just scary, it's things like your parents pulling out a prank on you, with their 100% real voices, reactions and everything, it all seems so real during and after you sober up and you think about it, some things still dont make sense, but could totally happen. And by now you know that something was not real, yet it's hard to believe that the "hallucination" that was just like every else before was suddenly for no reason so realistic. So yeah i dont know if you had something like that too let me know