so I’m finally giving in to gaining. for the next month-ish I want to see how much I can gain. since last week, I’ve been stuffing myself full everyday, chugging and just fantasizing about blowing up & getting softer & thicker. after gaining 15 pounds from the summer to now, my thighs and butt have already gotten bigger and now I want a little gut to match🥵
I bought & finished a 12 pack of Boost VHC in under 7 days and have moved onto chugging heavy cream. I love feeling stuffed full & heavy and it’s honestly starting to really turn me on. Ive been eating so much at night that I wake up still bloated & stuffed in the morning, yet I’m hungry. I literally crave the feeling all day long. I started at 137 a week ago & weighed myself at 144 yesterday morning but after all of the food & chugging, I have no idea how much of that is real weight & how much is just bloating?? I want to get to 150. But yeah basically down to being teased, encouraged & just manipulated into fully letting go for the next month (or 6-8weeks?🫣) bc i can’t put the brakes back on now