took too much molly in a short period of time think i fried my serotonin receptors
about 2 weeks ago i got some ecstasy a good amount and in a day i took around 1.25 grams in total within 24 hours around the .75-1g mark i realized i wasn’t having any euphoria rlly from the ecstasy only the stimulant effect dont know why but went to sleep after i came down and took more the next day same shit as before i went to sleep so i decided to up me dosage (was taking .140mg each dose upped it to .280) and got some euphoria with that only took .750mg that day the next day i didn’t take any but then day after that it was 4/20 so i took my last two that day with still barely any euphoria and since then ive been super emotional/sentimental and sensitive to a lot of things i usually wouldn’t be ik being emotional is normal during molly comedowns but mine usually only last a day or two maybe a week but it’s been a while and i’m starting to realize maybe it’s a bigger issue than what i first thought it was. i’ve been getting really light headed and dizzy and vision blank or fuzzy sometimes almost every 10 minutes or so just thought id bring that up because i feel like that is from the mdma i don’t know what i was thinking doing that much in such a short amount of time i’ve been going through a lot and have been wanting to do molly again because of how happy it used to make me feel but now i’m wishing i would’ve never done it i don’t want to go to the hospital as i feel super uncomfortable staying overnight in hospitals and because ive been in an out of hospitals last year due to overdoses i can’t stand staying in there