My training was worth it
I am not AO yet, but I am on my way. The first time my ass was fucked was almost a year ago. It was actually my first time meeting someone in person after talking though an app for a while and kink negotiate. I gave him all my holes. I was plugged during dinner and he used coconut oil. Before this I had used toys ocassionally but real anal was so much better. And I swear the next day I could still smell him on my skin.
We kept going with ocassional anal here and there. But after a pregnancy scare and the desire for him to fuck me without a condom, I began training my ass. I would prepare my ass each time before meeting him and slide in a plug, even if we did not have anal planned... I wanted to be ready. And would wear a plug even if we were just going to dinner. But since silicon toys I swapped to a water-based lube that I am really enjoying (It's called Isabel Fay and has no parabens or glycerin and its great).
I am really into this guy. He always takes care of me after and before. And our kinks and sex drive match well. He prefers me on my back with my legs up over my head and I feel so good and care for when he enters my ass he watches my eyes and face. And he would slow down or wait before I could say anything if I needed a bit of time to relax around his cock first.
I just feel so good when he slides out my plug and then slides in his cock. We are both clean and exclusive now, so he does fuck my ass without a condom and cums deep inside my ass. And since I am usually pre-lubed from the plug, we found the prefect amount lube. He does slide into my other hole first to used my juices as lube before sliding out my plug and fucking my ass. We have grown together where we are in tune with each others bodies and my ass is flexible and can handle him being rougher with me. Like sliding in with one hard stroke. He was hesistant and careful because he didn't want to hurt me. But each time he would go a bit harder or deeper. And now I can take him right away like sometimes it is making fun, but other times it is just good hard fucking. And I love it all.
And after he slides the plug back in and the plug feels too small and it's hard to explain but I feel like such a good anal slut and want to be AO for him. It is a plug with a T-shaped based so there is not a danger of it getting lost in me-safety first. But when my large plug just slips in so easily and I have to consciously tighten my gaping hole around it to keep his cum in me... the anal training definitely is more than worth it when I can do this.
I have given him my ass fully. And my ass is now free-use for him, which makes me feel so good that I can now give this to someone who has grown to mean so much to me. (Slightly off track for this sub, but we did free-use oral first. And it took him a while to try it until I asked if I could come over just to blow him after work, and he said yes. That grew to my pussy being free-use for him too and I didn't want to get in my head and back out of it, so I was very careful about making sure I was fully ready to offer him my ass for free-use and I did not realize how happy it would make me to do this.)
Last time, I prepared my ass and plugged for about an hour while we had dinner and cuddled on the couch. I slid the plug out before we went to bed, and I gave him a blowjob first, and he told me to get him nice and wet since his cock is going in my ass next. And that made me a bit feral. And then he rolled me on my back and slid in and damn. It felt so good. And I begged him to fuck me hard. And we both went feral and I could feel myself squirting as I came and I just want to give more of myself to him.
After sex, he slides a larger plug into me. And then we cuddle and talk. I started a ritual where I get up and get a warm washcloth and then clean his cock. And then I test with my mouth and tongue to make sure all the lube is done. I never thought I would be into ATM, but I been wanting to do this. I want to clean his cock with my mouth after he fucks me. I want to make sure every last bit of his cum gets inside me... either my ass or mouth. Sadly, I can not stand the taste of the lube. So I need to find something better tasting, but also waterbased with no parabens or glycerin, so if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know.
Sorry I kinda rambled a lot but I just feel so good and so loved and owned and amazing. And I learned a lot reading about others anal journey here.