Feel so cursed genetically
I'm 28 and gay with a 4 inch dick and I feel so inferior to the guys I see on hookup apps. I'm a bit fit and guys expect me to be a top or vers, but I don't pack the goods to be able to do it. I know I'll probably never top with a dick this small. I've only ever had sex twice a year ago, and it was because my face is so ugly it repels people then when I send them a dick pick I get blocked. It's one or the other that's a deal breaker over and over and I've been trying to get hookups for years.
The only thing I have going for me is my fitness, the thing I have the most control over, and it's not like I'm a body builder I just have some lean mass. I'm thankful that I can get physical intimacy not dependent solely on my dick size, but even then lots of guys want bottoms with big dicks too. I think I'm in the 5th percentile at this size and I feel so cursed and I have other problems too... It's so depressing and I'm just stuck with it.