u/silllyvirginn

My dom has a habit that I find annoying but it’s conflicting. For example, yesterday in the morning we cuddled before I had to go back home (long distance). He started groping me, hurting my nipples until i cried out, choking me, crushing me and trapping me, all things I like in a scene. This will give me the impression that he’s about to fuck me, but then it’s like he realizes time has passed / he doesn’t want to / can’t / etc etc, and he will be like “well i guess we need to get up soon”

And I’m there like wtf… why did you do all of that right before I leave town with no release! I’ll be completely soaked through my pajama shorts and he doesn’t even acknowledge it! I find it rude and selfish and he did say he felt bad about it and he thought we had more time. That’s fine, whatever. It’s just hard for me to complain about it because i don’t want him to NEVER tease me, just stop working me up like crazy leading to nothing? Am I being too sensitive about this? (I am quite sensitive :) )

I’m ovulating and bored out of my mind and getting turned on by everything so I figured I’d share a little bit of my recent sexual journey lol 😌

I was a virgin until a few months ago so some things are still new for me! I was never really turned on by the idea of facials or anything like that tbh, but about a year or two ago it started seeming more appealing to me as a sub. A few weeks ago during a scene I was just really in the mood to please my dom and wasn’t too into the idea of him coming on my face tbh but it just sounded like it would please him and feel submissive, and that pleases me. So I offered and he was very excited lmao.

I kneeled for him and he came on my face, and it was totally fine! I was kind of experimenting to see if I’d hate it or what. But it didn’t get into my eyes and made him so happy. I got more into the idea over time and I love making him happy. We did it again and I realized I like how it feels for me too. I feel nervous when waiting for it with my eyes closed, then surprised when he comes on me, and then I feel happy knowing that I gave him pleasure. Also though I’d love if he would grab my hair some time and do it to me roughly … yknow… when im in the mood for him to be rough and mean :)

Non-sexy side note it did get into my eyes last time lmfao and he was so sweet he got contact solution very quickly and helped me flush my eyes :)

(Just want to vent)

my bf/dom and I are long distance and didn't see each other for like 3 months. visited last weekend and we had a really great time. i got super sad about being separated and had a bad flight back home and was in a bad mood and accidentally upset him last night. the whole thing just made me cry a TON bc I had to hold it in at the airport for like 6 hours lol. hes now upset with me but won't talk to me about it bc he said hes in a bad mood and needs to avoid heavy topics right now.

i said love you and asked if he still liked me before bed last night and he didnt reply last night or this morning, lol.

the thing is 3 days ago i let him come on my face and ive never done that before and hes never done it before and I just kiiiinda thought id get a LITTLE bit more credit like. maybe if a girl lets you come on her face you should reply to her "do you still like me" message.

im half joking, like i know im being over dramatic and too anxious, i just wont see him for another month and i feel like i fucked everything up as soon as i got home from our visit. i think hes mad at me for ruining our great trip once i left.