u/sockpull

Alright, so I'm like super nervous telling this story cause it's all new for me. But a few weeks ago, I had my first erotic male massage. I want to start by saying I found the guy on a legit website and I vetted him through a nearly 40 minute call, exchanging a few pics (some nude) and him attempting to calm my nerves. He stood about 6'2 ginger hairy "otter body" (his words) hard muscle, bubble butt, uncut cock, and that "fuck boy" smirk. He told me he had a boyfriend and they are both on Prep which helped ease my nerves. He than explained his job as a yoga instructor as well, and how he understood the male form and welcomed both gay and straight men. We planned in the next hour (lucky for me but nervous, he was available late night) but I was about 25 minutes out, so I showered and gave him some extra time to arrive. When he finally arrived, I discreetly met him at the hotel side door and we took the elevator to my room. Once inside, he set his stuff down and went to the shower to freshen up. He was cool leaving the door open so I can watch (shower was see thru glass)...but I went to the bed to change telling him I'm not a perv. He chuckled. We left it this way though with only the bathroom light coming into the dark room. I think that was so I felt more comfortable as his client. I asked if it was too dark, but he said no. After that he set up his phone to play some zen music and also put a special massage holder into the corner of the mattress criss crossed and we adjusted it to my neck, tightening and leveling for comfort. We were both nude at this point. He was fresh and I had dropped trousers when he was showering. I was in a lot of pain from my long travels and wanted to fully relax, so he was free to explore my whole body tonight. He told me to breathe and let me know if the pressure was okay. He never watched the clock. From here the massage begun. He worked my back, neck, and shoulders almost with a humming type noise but I didn't mind it. The best way I can describe it is like a low growl moan. He continued asking if I was okay. I told him the pressure was great. He than moved to my arms and did the classic hands intertwined thing so many discussed. I like this, feeling his strong hands touching mine and even hearing occasional cracks was highly intimate. From there, he massaged down my back past my ass to my legs, but I can feel a wetness and I know it is precum dripping from his cock head. So anyway, he does my legs and feet and does more holding poses on my arms, his semi hard uncut cock resting on near my ass as he essentially is holding me. He tells me to enjoy it...that's it's like a bear hug. After this, he goes down my back again and I can feel his precum, wet mustache from kissing or licking down...I just let it happen. He tells me I can flip over, but I told him to go a bit longer cause I was tensing up. He does so doing the glute massage now, it hurt so bad but he seemed to really like my ass. This was clear by how he rubbed his mouth over it and grabbed my ass cheeks, giving them a squeeze and going "mmm". I eventually decide to flip. Once flipped over, he keeps kissing and licking up my body, even massaging my chest and stomach- from here...the gay shit really revs up. I'm exhausted and had been for days now with little sleep on my travel vacation and long clubbing nights- I'm tired but at his mercy. He puts his hand on my cock which isn't hard and ask if this is ok? I said "uh...sure". I can feel him now licking my balls and slapping my dick against my stomach still not hard, not even semi really. Than, he just does it...he licks up the shaft and takes my entire cock into his mouth. At first I feel bad, cause I know it's not even semi, but than the way this dude blows me...it just felt like nothing I've ever experienced. Arguably the best head of my entire life. I begin to throb in his mouth and I started moaning "Oh fuck, oh fuck yeah". This pleases him and he doubles his efforts bobbing up and down on my fully bricked cock, than stroking it more a bit. After that, he moved up to me and started nibbling my ear and kissing my neck...than eventually his tongue was down my throat. I was breathing so hard. I told him through the kissing that this was "so fucking gay and I just paid for a massage". He laughed and said his I was doing good. We kept kissing. After that, we moved to the middle of the bed and he was on his back. I started kissing him this time, legs on either side of him- I was too horny now. After that, I turned opposite of him and started sucking his uncut cock. I told him I'm sorry if I wasn't good at it, but I can still hear that noise my throat made...glump glump glump...and eventually his tongue slid into my tight hairy virgin asshole. I know I freaked out a bit because he told me to relax. I had never had anything in there. He grabbed my hips to rim even deeper. At this point, I asked him permission to dom before we have to just stop...it was becoming too much. He said ok. Once I had the green light, for me, finally- the fun actually started. I told him he was a faggot and to eat my fucking ass. It just cams natural, I was horny for a sub. I moved from straddling to legit squatting and sitting on his face. His tongue was so fuckin deep in my asshole and he loved being degraded like the fag he was, even sniffing inside. I kept verbally degrading him as he ate me out, than we flipped and I ate his hole. I can't describe how nervous I was, but I really got in there. I just imagined it was pussy so I didn't freak out. He told me I don't have to, but that turned to moans as I got deep. He tasted amazing and his cheeks bounced nice. He wasn't super hairy and it was dark but his cheeks jiggled so hard when I begin to spank him hard...and eventually finger his ginger hole between eating it. He kept sucking me and I was in dom mode so I told him to, "suck my fucking toes!". He told me he had limits. I told him, "you want me to cum, right?" He nodded, so I sweetened the deal with the mention of a tip and he still didn't want to at first...almost like he might gag once they neared his mouth- but eventually he sucked both toes on both feet while I stroked my cock, now dripping with precum. From there, I kept eating him out while he sucked me off. I got closer and closer and than I said "keep your fucking faggot mouth on that straight cock" He said "Yes Sir" and than boom...ropes and ropes of my load go down his throat and he swallows all of it. "Holy shit" he says after, "That was...a lot". He grins and gets up to go, but I ask him to stay and he agrees to cuddle a bit. I kiss on his chest and nibble his ear- than listen to his heart beat. He tells me about how him and his boyfriend do a four hand massage too if I thought that was good. I tell him maybe next time. Eventually I yawn and say I'm tired and send the cash app tip. He collects his stuff and tells me to get some rest, a final kiss...and once the door closes...I feel transformed. I text him some time later and ask why he didn't just fuck me. He told me he was respecting my boundaries and that just cause he didn't cum, didn't mean he didn't enjoy our time. I imagine he wanted too though so bad. He told me there are other doppelganger of him all over the city, but I assured him he's the only ginger guy or girl I've been with and he made it special. The next time I go to his city is in July. Should I let him pop my cherry or should I savor this as an incredible dipping your feet in the water- one time thing? Also if there's any shit typos, I apologize...I was super nervous writing this. Ok I told someone...I can breathe now lol.