u/spicedtwice

Im so sexually frustrated it’s starting to make me feel clinically insane. I’ve never truly been fucked right before, not in the way that I crave. I always make these wild plans and talk big game about the ways I wanna be used while sexting but in reality, I’m too awkward and clammy and anxious to even flirt with people. I always shy away at the last minute. I’m also not conventionally attractive and usually get ignored by people I’m interested in, which just makes me that much more needy. I need somebody who doesn’t care about all that and can coax the filthy slut out of me because it’s deep in there and feral and clawing at its cage to be let out. There is so much unfulfilled desire in me, it’s spilling out everywhere and becoming pathetic. I’m kinky as all hell and have a deep desire to submit but not with just anybody, I need to be psychologically engaged to point where I let myself slip into it. Once I’m there I’ll do all sorts of tricks. Letting myself get treated in the ways im too ashamed to admit I desperately want, and then maybe try to fight back little once I’m comfortable. I just need to get used right, just once, is that too much to ask? I’m going crazy, help me :(

(Im nonbinary and very androgynous in body and spirit, just using the F tag for visibility)

I’ve had some fun posting here before was always too overwhelmed by the flood of messages to get back to everybody I was actually interested in. This time I’m looking for something more niche and for the real freaks, so hopefully that’ll narrow it down a notch and I can find somebody I really mesh with ;)

Recently I’ve been exploring a lot more weird and kinky shit on my own and would love to find people to actually play out some fantasies with, but it’s a little awkward to ask for such a specific fetish so bluntly on a dating app. This is something I toyed around with years ago but has been swirling around in the back of my head since, and I’ve recently been a little hyperfixated on it. Basically, I really wanna get the clown makeup facefucked off of me. I used to love doing elaborate clown makeup alone in my room and just prancing around, it’s a little personal for me but something that has always just made me feel so adorable and happy. I also just think the look of an absolutely ruined face after a sloppy messy blowjob is so fucking hot lol, so the thought of combining these gives me total butterflies. There’s a lot to play with here. I love giving head but need more practice and patience with actually learning how to deep throat, so a trainer type could be nice. I also have a \*huge\* thing for being verbally degraded (would love to talk more about this) but it’s heavily dependent on the person I’m with and the energy between us. But if you can get me there, wheeeew. That could be some very strong fuel, getting teased and berated for looking like such a fucking stupid little clown :)

I would love to find a (preferably queer) weirdo who is into the playful and erotic side of things, not somebody just trying to bust a quick boring nut. I’m into all sorts of people physically, but confidant, dominant, and easygoing personality types really get me going. Also a nice voice can get me to do all sorts of horrible things. Very switchy but leaning on my sub side lately. I’m also just a big experimentalist in general and would love to hear about the sexually creative things you’re into or curious about, I’ll try just about anything twice.

My stats: 5’0, 150lbs, mixed with messy curly hair, and some piercings and tattoos. Not conventionally attractive but definitely cute enough 🤭

Let’s clown around!

Please read the whole post before just messaging “hey bby wanna fuk?”😐

I’ve had some fun posting here before was always too overwhelmed by the flood of messages to get back to everybody I was actually interested in. This time I’m looking for something more niche and for the real freaks, so hopefully that’ll narrow it down a notch and I can find somebody I really mesh with ;)

Recently I’ve been exploring a lot more weird and kinky shit on my own and would love to find people to actually play out some fantasies with, but it’s a little awkward to ask for such a specific fetish so bluntly on a dating app. This is something I toyed around with years ago but has been swirling around in the back of my head since, and I’ve recently been a little hyperfixated on it. Basically, I really wanna get the clown makeup facefucked off of me. I used to love doing elaborate clown makeup alone in my room and just prancing around, it’s a little personal for me but something that has always just made me feel so adorable and happy. I also just think the look of an absolutely ruined face after a sloppy messy blowjob is so fucking hot lol, so the thought of combining these gives me total butterflies. There’s a lot to play with here. I love giving head but need more practice and patience with actually learning how to deep throat, so a trainer type could be nice. I also have a *huge* thing for being verbally degraded (would love to talk more about this) but it’s heavily dependent on the person I’m with and the energy between us. But if you can get me there, wheeeew. That could be some very strong fuel, getting teased and berated for looking like such a fucking stupid little clown :)

I would love to find a (preferably queer) weirdo who is into the playful and erotic side of things, not somebody just trying to bust a quick boring nut. I’m into all sorts of people physically, but confidant, dominant, and easygoing personality types really get me going. Also a nice voice can get me to do all sorts of horrible things. Very switchy but leaning on my sub side lately. I’m also just a big experimentalist in general and would love to hear about the sexually creative things you’re into or curious about, I’ll try just about anything twice.

My stats: 5’0, 150lbs, mixed with messy curly hair, and some piercings and tattoos. Nonbinary and pretty androgynous, yes I have a pussy (because naturally you’re curious)

Let’s clown around!